I am running out of strength to even move myself out of bed.
but when I do I glance at your camp t-shirt you gave me and I slip it on and wear it to school. I get the looks, "she is wearing his shirt."

I miss you and I haven't even lost you yet, I can feel the pain of having lost you before I even lose you.

HOW DO YOU PREPARE.
How do I prepare for losing you when losing you is taking part of me with you.