Agitation taking over
The minds eye is blurred
Rationality doesn't appeal
Maybe I need a release

But can it be allowed?
The consequences can be varied
Moving on a spectrum narrow
Narrow on the verge of binary

Binary can confuse
Leaving one suspended in between
To whom should one turn
In this time of perplexity

How bad can the other side be?
At least there would be a surety
That blocked is the way
That lost is the cause

But the pain that would follow
The thought of it harrows
Strength is what I need
Brave I have to be