After all this time I’m writing to you again
After everything that we had
After everything we created
Everything that we dreamt
Everything that we could ever be
Here I am writing to you

Wondering what thoughts will cross your mind
When you hold this in your hands
How will you react
Are you going to read it all
Trash it
Did you even opened it

Now I wonder how I would react if you wrote to me…
Pick up the daily letters
Bills and more bills
Water
Gas
Electricity
Then I notice a small envelope
A scruffy handwriting that I recognize
My hands are sweating
Trembling I open it
Wondering what you could possibly want to say after all this time

After all this time I’m writing to you again
After everything that we had
After everything we created
Everything that we dreamt
Everything that we could ever be
Here I am writing to you  

Wondering what thoughts will cross your mind  
When you hold this in your hands
How will you react
Are you going to read it all
Trash it  
Did you even opened it

Now I wonder how I would react if you wrote to me…
Pick up the daily letters
Bills and more bills
Water
Gas
Electricity
Then I notice a small envelope
A scruffy handwriting that I recognize
My hands are sweating
Trembling I open it  
Wondering what you could possibly want to say after all this time

After all this time I’m writing to you again
After everything that we had
After everything we created
Everything that we dreamt
Everything that we could ever be
Here I am writing to you  

I am sorry
I am sorry for all the pain that I have caused.
The voices in my head became demons
That slowly became me
I am sorry for what I stole
Future
Heart
Soul
I am sorry for the fights we had
Shouting.
Screaming.
I am sorry for leaving

After all this time I’m writing to you again
After everything that we had
After everything we created
Everything that we dreamt
Everything that we could ever be
Here I am writing to you