it's like the paper really listens when the people really don't. and i tell myself to get up so my hurt will not be shown. it's like no matter how much suns there are my heart is always cold i really have to get it out there yeah i need to let it go got my heart to finally heat up i can start to see it glow and the walls i've build around it are just melting down like snow it's what i'll always keep on doing i'm just writing down my thoughts i really have to keep it moving if i don't wanna get caught it would never work between us no matter how hard that fought it was just a waste money all the flowers that i bought yeah it's really kinda funny yeah i'm really not that smart i was stupid to believe that i could ever have your heart now i'm sitting on my knees and i'm drowning in my tears shouting love is a disease when a voice behind my ear whispers i should hide the keys so i threw them in a lake may they forever rest in peace i just wish i could do the same cause the sun is almost shining and i'm still laying here awake so don't say that i'm not hurting cause the smile i have is fake and the pieces of my heart don't fit so someone help for god's sake but nobody really has the time at least that's what they say to be honest i don't know how long that it'll really take for my heart to get together and if that will never happen then just please let it get better but just not by some girl lying saying she'll love me forever just let me use the force i don't know what i'm gonna do but i already know the source wich is causing me this pain one day she will be no more and she wouldn't die in vain maybe that will be the cure that puts my heart in place again i don't know if it can get worse but i'm gonna try to let it go for now i only have one more thing to say cupid you're the one that made this curse so please make it go away