When I'm older I'll
**** with my eyes closed
because I don't love my body
and I'll let go of you in the morning
because you never held me and tomorrow
there will be no arms sleeping round my shoulders
telling me not to leave

I'm young and stupid and I've given up
on love. When I'm older
I'll **** with my eyes closed
and I promise I won't
expect you to be there beside me
when I wake