i want to get it out
to spill my thoughts onto the pavement
watch the traffic tires splash my minds mess

i want to crack open my craziness
and watch the birds peck at it
fly away with the pieces

i want to cut away my memories
drown them in the river
let the current carry them down

i want to be good
be fine
be happy
be well

all i want is to be a better version of me