Baby girl,
I loved you since you chilled in my tummy.
Your smile and joy carried me
Through the hardest times.
Although mommy couldn’t afford everything you deserved,
You were happy, right?
We lived in a tough neighborhood
That instilled meanness into your soul,
But I remember my baby girl that needed
To be cuddled when you were cold.
But that meanness has misguided you,
Mis-educated,
And defiled you.
I was never your enemy.
My NOs were protection against a cruel world.
I never felt less love for you.
Even when I may have said something mean.
Mommy was stressed working 3 jobs
Trying…
Praying to move us; that was my dream.
But it’s too late now, baby.
Mommy’s gone on without you.
That meanness has turned you
Into a person I’ve never knew.
My teenage, baby girl just one question.
Did killing me give you any kind of satisfaction?