seconds1-3

                   i want to take your hand and
                   lace it through my hair without
                   permission and gauge your response
                   to see if you secretly like it but
                   are afraid to admit it.

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seconds4-7
                
                   i want to whisper in your
                   ear and tell you that you're
                   {uglybeautifulterrifying}
                   and that i *hatelovewant you
                   more than i want to breathe or move or
                   (live)

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seconds8-12

                   i want to swim through you without
                   the fear that i might {hurt****love}
                   you and forget what all of this was
                   about in the first place.

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seconds13-17

                   i want to remember that i don't
                   love you even though that's a lie that
                   i tell myself every [secondminutehour]
                   to make sure i'm following the rules.