male blanket octopus: size of a thumbnail, you peel off your wriggling *****-filled hectocotylus, cut your own arm as a gift of love to a female the size of kobe bryant i imagine you van-gogh, whispering "keep this object like a treasure" as your unbloody *** arm curls up in the safety of her mantle, as you slink away to quiet obscurity, as you find somewhere dark and alone to finally die, giving up your body as food, giving everything, and i envy you your unobtrusiveness, wish i could be free of ego and gregariousness, and i envy your pure dedication to purpose, wish i knew so firmly my life's end, wish i knew anything
sometimes i like to use non-human animals as a lens to examine human *** and gender. this is my first attempt at that.