every day my mind went lose spilling every thing leaving me behind.  i haven't slept cause my brain is in a fog of creative writing. the clock is ticking away when i sit at my desk with my pen and paper to write. but my mind went lose an my brain is in a fogy storm trying to even pick letters.  i cant even catch my mind but my brain can find its way back. almost 12 am still have nothing.  the lights go out and my eyes light up like the cats eyes reflecting back. how long do i have to run till my creative side is going to work. the clock ticks away but i put music on to play drowning this ******* out.
i know writers block ***** but what can be the trigger object to let my writing flow threw me. its almost 1 am and i haven't even left to sleep but the only thing of words is what i can describe what i feel. vary vary ******. but i still have nothing expt this word in me

**** THIS WORLD **** THIS **** DON'T GIVE A ****