can you take me to the last domain

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the last one
the one before
everything

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come tumbling down with me
flying skyward frown
upside inside out

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this amoebic mass of
intergalactic introspection and
analyses of outward perception

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this ion exchange
line dancing across an axon
don't shoot the neurotransmitter

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this realm is made entirely of thanks
when there is nothing to say

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it is my childhood that keeps me alive

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I'd like to immortalize my friends

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remember when we played in the sandbox?

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remember when my father stabbed you with a screwdriver.

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there was a time when all that mattered was music
there was a time when all that mattered was flesh
there was a time when all that mattered was eternal
there was a time when all that mattered was death

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scaled fish curling into reverse spiral
it floats there in haunting grimace

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the upholstered chairs by the fireplace
feet chewed by the jaws of a puppy

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the china cabinet in the corner
I could see the reflection of your
disgusting indulgences in it

screwdriver pink skin

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the musty mass of wires where your desk once was

where your life unfolded 'til the wee hours of the morning
sick and twisted absent minded distant soul

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that ball of electricity floating down from the sky
bobs as a ball in the surf toward the kitchen door

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terrifying electric forgiveness coming to engulf my brittle heart