i wanna be empty, again
radio silence
like driving under a bridge
when it's pouring rain

not the kind of "empty"
people use to describe their sadness

i wanna be empty, again
radio silence
like walking miles
down hill
in the winter
after a fight
with your mother

void of everything

ringing ears,
numb hands,
still feet,
heavy eyes,
black & white specs floating
on a grey television screen,
mute of sound,
silence
draped in silence