King Of Denial-

Confusion is the case; so confused I feel-
Tried so many times-Its like nothing is real-
Been lost in the desert-Trying to make my way-
Searching for the promise land-
Before I turn bitter and gray-
Attitude makes leverage for where I might go-
Confidence is the journey in which I prove I can grow-
Move slowly beyond images that dwell in my mind-
Take risk-no more living in rewind-
Always proceed with caution-
Trust most in my conscience-
Nonsense takes a toll on every living being-
Tabloids rearrange into deception and needing-
Needing more than one could every really gain-
Playing with lives-lies flow through their veins-
Lost world-love is the game-
Life-Bitterness can drain-
Hold moment by moment-Eat what I can-
Run with the wild bury my guilt in the sand-
Lay in the sky-Hell if I’m ******-
Contemplate ownership-
Growing into being a man-
Hold the deadly venom-Speech from my glands-
Share the utter thought-
Hold on to her hand-
Sleep a restless sleep-
Deep in a dream-
Pray for forgiveness-
Dance to the scream-
Pray for my Mother-
For her love is so needed-
Pray for peace in this world-
Human will has retreated-
Alone-
My cry to the wild-
Empty throne-
Crowned King Of Denial-

Richard A. Itskovich