deep desire to change the game
shame the infamous
expose my
“not-quite-large-enough-for-****”
type, white man’s *******
‘cept
they no grow, only show
and I explode –
looking to cause a ruckus
hostilely point out short-comings
and be a general ‘bad-egg’
in a land of friendly faces
and helpful writers….
but this is not my life –
condescending *******
bent on trolling
and pushing my opinion
on the unsuspecting public
by being mean
in the comments section –
no desire to make fake friends
in a land of creative outlet
and liars,
all pining
for another heart or kind word…
absurd –
but I cannot
unleash this monster inside
deep down I do care
for my community of wannabe artists
of which I find myself
a part.