The tenderness as they described it is circumnavigating more than the ******* and the roundness of my protruding ******* Perhaps by tenderness of the breast, what they really mean is tenderness of the soul and the emotions one hurriedly tucks under the crevices of their ***** If one imagines how ******* are anything but tender, with their ferocity of nurturing life and their wholly encompassing nature to weigh and weigh and weigh Weight carried by a mother, Shed off by her daughter, Caressed by the one she lies with in the crevice of her soul and the gap between twin XL bunk beds and walls full of picture of people who no longer weigh her down It's the feeling of nostalgia and nostalgia feeling this tenderness growing from one's *******. Growth of the ***** of life as a life imagined is destroyed, nullified, kaput. But most of all she feels nostalgia. Nostalgia for the people whose tenderness she felt, Nostalgia yes for her brother and grandmother cloaked in love around her neck like crystals from an iridescent silver clasp