My heart is of stone
My soul non-existent
My dreams are deceptions
My feelings are lies.
I do not exist
At least it’s what I wish
For the pain of this world
Has made me this way.
I am who I am
Even if I’m not real
I was foolish to think
People actually cared.
I was stupid to think
They were actually real
Not real to my feelings
My friends, so I thought
You don’t even talk to me!
When were you there?!
How can I trust you
If you don’t even care?!
I don’t know you,
I guess I never did
If you could make me believe
Every word that you said
I was a fool.
You made me this way
I see now, you’re cruel!
You never were there.
I’m just a doll
That nobody wants
No one would ever want
Something like me.
What is my purpose
If not just to rot?
To sit around talking
To beings like you
And truly believe that your feelings were true
You’re a wonderful illusionist
To make me believe
That I could ever have something more
Than the stone cold heart of a doll.