'You withhold your love'
I'd rather be alone on my bathroom rug
With some foil and a 40

'I'm starving and alone,
Filled with nothing but drugs.'
Want to tell her she's too old for this

But I don't, not in my selfish self-interest
Whole world is an arsenic cesspool ghetto
People are selfish and so am I
Glad I use in solitude (die quicker)