For some reasons my life seems like it is coming together and falling apart all at the same time. I am not sure if this is a part of growing up, or living in general but I don't know how to be comfortable with it. I appreciate the good that is happening; me graduating, moving in with my boyfriend, new things.  It all seems like I'm losing it all that at the same time I am gaining it and that is the part that is hard to understand.
"Whatre you going to do, where are you going to be?"
I know I should have these figured out but I dont. I dont know where I want to be or what I want to do. Right now I just want to be able to breathe without having work and pity arguments shoved in my brain.
I already know my later years are going to be harder,
let me just have this
everything that is in the moment.
Perhaps, my days will always have its good and its bad
just hoping I get through it.