not when i have paper or pen
not in the light of day
surrounded by people
not by you
the light of my life
and my reason to live
this is not
when i think
in the dark
cold and alone
thoughts rush in
my mind invaded
people, places, things
i can't focus
when i think
it is an accident
but no matter what
the crazy ideas
of killing people
or talking the next day
when i think i forget
my mind goes blank
until i turn off the light
and try to sleep
thats when i think