This sweet orb
Of nervous energy

Gone. Is that feeling.

In the ugly face of anxiety
--What should I do? But stare at walls?

I can’t work

& Playing? It is scary.



Love is real, but rare, how to
Open my chest to the boy I love?



Violently I’m shutting down today
For a few hours




Notes bring me joy
If for 3 minutes 20 seconds
I see the world from an artist’s perspective

There is no room for doubt
In this world…




Glass shattering is a great mental image.
I should smash glass more often.