All it took was one look
To peek at the pages of your storybook

Words spoken "come here"
I knew I shouldn't dare

You held my face in your palm
Kissed my lips, and I was gone

But here we are now standing still
And I want to go back to feel fulfilled

The moments that took my breathe away
And I wanted you to want me to stay

Feeling the passion in your fingers
Listening to our breathing linger

All thats been unsaid
Lays in-between the sheets of your bed

Holding on to pieces of hope
How much more can we cope

Your wall is built too high
No promises have you written in our sky  

I'm trying to reign back in
Let go and begin again

Seeing what could be
Not knowing if you'll let me

Blinded by its mocking glare
why must it taunt and stare

You get what you ask for
years of lifelessness is the score

Weight of the revulsive gem
is too much to comprehend

Chop off that which desecrates
freeing your spirit to consecrate

Blood pours out, stirring your need
coughing up bits, a bitter defeat

Reminisce of lost years which lapsed by
****** your life as your passion ran dry

Why is it that you come around here?
Don't you know I am going to steal....
all that is left for you to feel

Come quick and lick your lips
Don't forget to caress and dip
your fingers into my hips

Take grasp of my heel
as you bend to kneel
Hold tight as I just might
wither in vain from this delight

Keep a steady hand as I unravel my plan
for I am going to wrap you in my hand
Shh...hold still or it'll be too quick
I'm not even close to being done with my tricks

Your head sadistically spins
as my tongue hungrily swims
Pleading for when
I will allow you to give in

I am skipping to the beat of that which is sin
trying to remember how to begin to swim
in the ironic bitterness of that which I live in

Stalking the day in which I can win
when I decide to give in
'all must wither away', I say, with a quizical grin

I been reasoning the way that will lead to this defeat
trying to conjure up the hidden treat
punching the **** out of you would feel complete

I can feel the liquid splatter
and it doesn't matter
cause I have years of hate that gathered

Once we're done
i will finally be able to ***
you can be left with the hate
and for once I will feel great

White
Black
Red    or..
Blue

I don't care as long as its you.....

I will slip & slide between the sheets
Enjoying the ******* of your heat

Come near to me, hear my panting thighs
Forget the anger within my eyes

I like it this way
Just you and I

If I stood before you what would you see.....
Let me give you a glimpse of what's within me

I would stand from afar under the sweeping willow tree
awaiting the wind to ravage me
reaching up to the branches above.....
I would sway in a time existant for thee

I would exhale my breath upon the winds of time
waiting for the one whom is to be mine.
The sound of the tide rushes around me
Divine is the moment yet to be

My eyes would be a light with desire
An all consuming fire
I am reaching higher and higher

My body is warm but bare
My soul is wrapped around your stare
You can touch me from up here
If you would so dare

Captivated in the movements of my trance
Hair flowing wildly .... awaiting your stance

Pleasure and Pain exist on this plane
Causing a burning flame
Lick thy wound
and come undone

Wholeness is far away from thee
Whom would come to be
a mirror image of me

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Shown too much...hidden treasure revealed.
Truth brought forth a new prespective
all to real

How could u show me
that which would make me complete
just out of reach
I am met with defeat

My body aches
and the hate penetrates
closing the eternal gate

Lines have been drawn
between Passion and Pain
I've chosen to be numb
so I can sustain

Unworthy to have
I've settle for less
and now I miss my eternal bliss
bring back the kiss to my hungry lips

Breathe me to life
for my breath has ceased
the torture is unbareable
I'm drowning in grief

Blinded by sorrow
no faith in tomorrow
been robbed of today
not much left to say

Visions I seek of you
have made me anew
searching endlessly
for my destiny
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