My rest is no longer you and I together
You were my moon that turned into a meteor
You, my personal happy pill, became the reason to my breakdowns

Please, tell me my love,
What shall I do?

Neither of us willing to let go
You refuse to set me free
I am unwilling to hurt you

Tell me darling,
Will all this pain be worth it in the end?

waking up
dried tears, puffy eyes

i've done it again
cried myself to sleep with guilt in my heart

the guilt coming back every time i think of you

You're a king
yet i treated you like a servant

i broke your heart
yet you're still here

why must you stay?
why do you still like me?

please i'm begging you
Hate me