but the weight on my shoulders is gone
yet I don't feel relief,
more like
empty

pounds of fat, awkward curves
****** hair, thunder thighs
obnoxious laugh & socially unaccepted
How will I ever learn to love myself?
how will I ever accept any love if,
I can't find the worth of the beauty I was suppose to be given.

I can't breath anymore
it's too much
when it's 2 am and you realize
Life
       keeps
                 Bringing
                me
                     d
                     o
                     w
                      n


and I can't get up.

it's the crinkle by your eyes when you smile. it's the gasps of air you give out at your silent laughs.

it's the way you look at me when I'm giving my all to you.

how do you love someone this much?
something about you I can't quite figure out.

every song I hear
and every thought I'm thinking
you you you

I'm not scared anymore
because I love you
and loves never felt like this before

In your arms, wrapped up so tight. Body heat radiating so comforting I refuse to move.
I feel safe. this is home

we're magnetic
we are opposite poles
clinging together unable to push away
irresistible
you can't get enough
it's natural to be so close
magnetic

in that ice cold heart
there is nothing but bitterness
      no innocence
or intent of help
                      you only see this world through your evil eyes
  no sign of breakthrough
it's ****** with no misery
            it's brutal, but for you
no     pain