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mahqueen May 2021
Here I am, not knowing what i should feel
Mad, happy, sad, and confused
There's something in the past that hurts me still
Have you ever thought of helping me heal
Or are you just afraid to deal with it?

There's something in the past you've stolen
I'm reminding you, i hope you haven't forgotten
Not that big nor that small, it's just nothing at all
You took my happiness - I was hanging but you let me fall
mahqueen Feb 2019
Sunset
I am the sunset that slowly turns to darkness
But as i turn to darkness
I give you the stars
Sunset
I am the sunset that ends your day
But as i end it
I give you the sweetest breeze
Sunset
I am the sunset hiding
But as i hide
You can see me more clearly on the mountains
Pshhhp
mahqueen Jan 2019
I've been standing in front of everybody
Yet no one even bothered to touch me
I've been standing in front of everybody
And yet no one dared to listen attentively
Look at me, look at me, just please look at me
Look at me and so you can see

And now I walk around on the corridor, still no one looking
Yet I walk limp with anxiety raising
I walk around the corridor, still no one looking
With my head high but slowly drowning
Look at me, look at me, just please look at me
Look at me and so you can see

Now, I stand again with slight confidence
With my eyes focus on and conscious not to stout
I stand again with slight confidence
Here I am, ready to shout
"Look at me, look at me, just please look at me
Look at me and so you can see!"

Now all eyes are on me
I hesitate, "Look at me, don't look at me"
You're all looking at me
But why can't you see?
mahqueen Dec 2018
Looking at you at your seat, seeming so happy
Bringing out your femininity unintentionally,
It makes me smile honestly
Yet it still leaves me with uncertainty

The idea that you're going to be with someone else forever
The thought can easily make me shiver
And then all of a sudden a feeling of fury and fervor
But I cant do anything about it, cause you seem happier

How I wish I could bring you that happiness
But obviously I'm not enough all I could do is give you the sureness
Of how you're amazing and that the efforts you put aren't worthless
It's just sad that my words aren't enough to remove your wariness

Sometimes seeing you guys fight brings me slight pleasure
And then guilt comes in, so I keep myself under pressure
Then seeing you sad and broken gives my heart torture
Because you're the jewelry, that I want to protect, in my treasure

Just in case you want me to be happy
I want you to stop being sappy
Stop feeling all **** and ******
Cause your happiness makes my heart explode full of glee
So please, stay happy
-mah friend's
mahqueen Dec 2018
I was once full of light
Because
Along with the happiness I wished
Laughter surrounded me
Not knowing that
Everything else went blurry
And then
The sky turned around so
Gray
Their smiles looking lifeless
Which were made of
Pieces of broken glass
Scattered all around like
Rumors of true lies and lying truths
To see these
I felt down to the ground
And
Everything went black


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