Madison P

Madison P Dec 2013

I wanted to tell you I think your cute and I still have a crush on you,
It's almost been 2 years but I still like you like I used to.
The feeling I get sometimes
I wish you got it to
It's like a burst of dopamine when I think of you, and things we used to do,
Things we still do
It's just the thought of chasing you how I used to, before you knew you wanted me to.
Days I think of but can't describe.
The cold but hot winter nights.
I just think it's strange how everything eventually gets arranged into its proper place with such a natural change.

Not quite done just wanted opinions! Anyone?

Madison P Jul 2013

Sandy day

Sand at my feet
The lake, the beach
Finally a change of scenery
Finally a change of scenery

Madison P Jul 2013

A little thought

Oh my love how I wish you were all mine
I mean you are now, but not in our past lives
And I say that because we were both different before we really found love.

And I wish your body was all mine, as i wish my body was all yours .
They are now but not in our past
And i say that because its like we both changed when we found each other, when we really found each other.
Our lives both rearranged.

To many tongues tasted, and time spent wasted
Not just you but me too.
So many people touching you
The thought of that drives me crazy still to this day
And it's been along time but still to this day it drives me insane
the arguments that root from that I'm to blame
And I only get mad because you are my love,
My only love , and only my love.

And the thought of someone else touching you drives me insane.

It's just my mind going rewind going back to the first time , and it's not just you but me to.
But it's not like we knew we'd be pulled from 2 to 1.
But that was the start of our love now
Our crazy
Wonderful
Beautiful
Different sort of love,
and im sorry for my past sins, hurting you, anything

Just wrote this real quick... Any thoughts?

Madison P Jul 2013

Drugs

She seems to know me pretty well
Grew up in my mind,where the deeply repressed dwell
When she met me, she really fell for me
Same for me her love blinded me effortlessly
To much to repress so I try to regress

I can feel the relieving of my stress when she starts to undress
And when I taste her on my tongue I can feel the tensing pressure leave my chest
She never stays when we're done and when she leaves so does the fun and I'm back where I'd originally begun.

From an old notebook of mine

Madison P Jul 2013

You

I'm not able to but some days I wish so desperately to just see you
Sometimes I dream about you and I wake up the next morning and skeem about you
Think of any way I could possibly see you
The beauty that you gravitate even from 1000 miles away
Maybe I could take the world and spin it back a year or two?
So I could be back with you and embrace every second I had with you.

Madison P Jul 2013

Untitled

Can't concentrate, all I can do is contemplate
And inside my skulls runs a little debate
One side says stay but the other says run fast and far away
And well I looked at my brain and your footprints were all over it,
And I examined my heart that's where I saw all your marks!
My head and my heart don't get along
My head is logical and my heart's a mess
And their disagreements cause a good amount of stress
But I just want you to see me at my best
Forget the rest

Madison P Jul 2013

ADDERAL

Swallow and wait
This is a drug that stimulates
My hearts racing and my brain is spacing
Fills my mind with crazy thoughts but I love the way it makes me talk
The day goes fine but the come down *****
Can't sleep at night but why do I give a ****?
Addiction took me you could see that when you looked at me
My clothes got bigger and my body got smaller
Another pill another 3 dollars
But that's all old news cause that was bad news
And adderal has bad reviews

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