I was once fond of you.
Used to be fond of you.
& you were fond of me.
Until it dawned upon me .
That you would never be anything,
Other than a cheater and a liar.
Fill my heart with desire.
And then catch it on fire.
Because you'll never be anything,
Other than a cheater & a liar...

Throughout life, we get told to follow our hearts
To do what we love best,
To be who we wanna be,
but we always get judged
& we start to back down.
We become this thing,
this person,
that we DON'T want to be.
So,
Don't back down.
Stand up and do what you wanna do.
Figure out what lights your fire and then chase that match.
Because only then, will you find out who you really are
& be happy at the same time. (:

Dream a little dream
dream a dream for me my love
and chase away
this night
and my insomnia
Oh, what I'd give
to see you once again
sleeping
ever so softly,
Our breathing synchronizes
as the wind sings our names
and whistles the night away
dream a little dream,
for me, my love
while the night is still young,
and the stars are still dancing.

I cut myself open
To see if I could feel.
and when I did,
Enough blood poured out of me,
to paint your ginger hair.

There comes a day in your life where you meet someone special…
You try so hard not to admit it but you just can’t hold back the way you feel…
I like you.
You get all those feelings…
Those butterflies you can’t stomach,
That heart rate you can’t put at ease,
So baby …
Sweetheart with the beautiful smile. Sure, I loved sleep
But dreams couldn't compare
Not to talking to you until my mind screamed for rest
And the butterflies in my stomach settled
Darling with the endless amount of love…
your love could fill the oceans and climb the tallest trees,
but could your love belong to me someday?
Be given to me?
Can you feel the way I do for you?
& Boy, sometimes I tangle my own fingers
Closing my eyes, losing myself in a daydream
Where your voice is more than an echo in my mind
And I even believe for a few seconds you're still here
Lover, who writes me poems,
You should know I write you too.
I write about you until my fingers ache
And still after that I keep writing
Because there's just some people you could write about forever
And baby, you're one of them.
And boy who played me a song,
Sweet sounds bow down to my ears,
And the way you play your guitar…
& the way I daydream about kissing your lips...
I can’t wait until the sparks of your tongue burn my mouth
send electric shocks through my body
Cutie… with the funny jokes,
You make me laugh.
Today you made me laugh,
like you always do,
you’re the only one who can now a days.
Baby, with those sparkling eyes,
Your eyes haunt me whether I'm dreaming or not
And what haunts me more is the fact that
I can’t have you now
because you ruined it
It hurts to think about it,
So I have to block you out.
Play your songs to someone else,
Read your silly lines of heartache to someone else,
And go find… someone else.

Life ***** , and then you die.
You'll fall in love, & soon you'll cry.
He'll break your heart, and start to lie.
Life ***** , and then you die.

Take my hand and hold it tight,
Don't leave me alone at all tonight,
I need your company to keep me strong
My heart is a melody,
and baby I'm playing you my song

Boy you got me head over heels,
falling faster and faster,
could this even last or,...

Stop.

You know what this'll do,
he puts thoughts in your head,
that are never really true.
But aren't they all like that?
Turning your world a little black.
Go insane.
Feeling pain.
Please boy,
save me the heartache,
because I honestly don't know how much of this I can take...

Sometimes,
I get these feelings in my stomach
They fly around and around
I know it’s because of you
Because the day you walked out
The butterflies left too
Never to return.

I know that I'm still breathing,
i know that I'm not dead.
But these evil evil thoughts...
are running through my head.