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KST Dec 2012
Do you see me rolling my eyes right now?
No?
Well if you could see my eyes right now they would be rolling, and I’d be looking at you while I’m rolling them.
Actually, I wouldn’t be looking at you while my eyes were rolling because my eyes would be busy rolling and I wouldn’t really be looking at anything.
But I’d definitely be THINKING about you, while I’m rolling my eyes, and I’m thinking of all the crazy things you say. And all the crazy things you do, while I’m rolling my eyes.
And if I could look at myself, I would look at myself and I would roll my eyes.
At myself.
Actually, I wouldn’t be looking at myself while my eyes were rolling, because my eyes would be busy rolling and I wouldn’t really be looking at anything.
But I’d definitely be THINKING about myself, while I’m rolling my eyes, and I’m thinking of all the crazy things I say. And all the crazy things I do.
Like rolling my eyes.
And my eyes get tired.
Tired of rolling. And I close them.
And I think,
But I’d definitely be Thinking about you, while I'm closing my eyes.
Originally posted in 2006 on my high school Xanga account. Nostalgia much?
KST Dec 2012
And there are times, when I’m with you
And I get that feeling
You get when you stand next to the
Edge of a large drop
And you look down
And I look down
But at the bottom
We are. Stubborn
Unwilling to take the trip
And meet ourselves at the top
And so I’m always looking down at us
Up at us
Down
Stubborn me
us
you
KST Dec 2012
We need to talk.
****.
That four word sentence, like some four letter word,
like the curse that it is, offending the heart of the talked at.
But was it ever really unexpected?
Because even the most pious of lips can speak like a sailor,
to curse, four letter word, four word sentence.
And what i’m saying, talking,
is that like any house of cards, regardless of the time taken to construct
has the potential to fall at the slightest breath,
slightest word,
briefest talk.
We need to,
Talk.
And don’t we? Because talk is a four letter word too,
but my lips are not so pious as to avoid it.
Because since those four little words not a breath more has been spoken
between us.
And since i’ve cursed myself already,
let’s talk.
Did you ever really let me in your house of cards
or were you too scared that our breaths
combined, vocalized passion, too many words
four lettered and whatnot
would have your house come crashing down?
Well then, love,
just remember it’s L-O-V-E.
We need to talk.
But did we ever really speak?

— The End —