life surely brings you down
but who said it leaves you there hanging on a twig
you may raise concrete walls to protect your self
but are you ?
you seal away the  " bad "
not knowing that there are moments
just waiting to take you n show you the great little things
but alas you are to scared
you have given up ...
given up to soon

your to stubborn to break those " protective " barriers that surround you
to proud to admit you alone
to hellbent on your believes
that you don't even stop to realize
that what if...
things are no longer how they use to be
what if..
those people who tormented you have ... have started a new
what if...
things around you have finally changed

why
because you are to scared to get hurt again..
petrified that you will be left all alone out in the cold

just remember
that HE
gives you things
not beyond you capacity
because he knows your limit
he knows what you are capable off

and once you succeed
you grow as an individual

because you have overcomed without taking the easy way out

Random as it can be
Few harmless gossip that
In through yours
And out through mine they go

Yet into the minds of SOME!!!!
Can be twisted to such measures
That can make the closest of friends
Such extreme foes

Is it just human nature?
Or is it desperate cries for attention
That makes us so susceptible
To fabricating.
To such lengths
Realistic scenarios ....
So much so
That we layer over the actual truth
And after a bit....
Unable to see past the possibilities
The actual truth!!!!

Funny isn’t it
That simple words that when arranged with innocence
Can mean the world
Yet
Those same words when shuffled
Can be deadlier than poison

fate is but a word for the feeble
while choice is an option for the brave

Life’s not fair
At least for most it isn’t
It greets you with a smile
And shows you the way;
But once you pass by

It stabs you in the back
And just when you think it couldn’t get any worst
It burns you black

It does take time
A whole lot of it
To watch it heal
To watch it peal
To watch it fall and fade
To learn what’s wrong
Before you choose what’s right

Its true what they say times a teacher
And scars are constant reminders of lessons learnt

But as always
There are a few who think they know better
( just like I )
And we fall and we learn again

We keep falling
and keep learning
For there are no mistakes
No accidents
It’s just fate
That whatever we have done
Does matter
And where ever we have been
Does matter
For it has led us to where we are today
HERE!
And from here on
WE CHOOSE
WHO WE WANT TO BE

deep in my thought
as images flood my mind
horrific as they are
give jitters down my spine
i try to evade
i try to unwind....

sigh

i put the crown upon my head
and blast the music till its red
the joyous melody of rap and soul
pop and country play their role
bringing me back to the light again
thank the lord!!
where have you been