Thinking back in time,
full of truth and full of lies.

Some come with happiness
and some come in decline.

There comes a time in life,
where we cannot hide.

The feelings of love,
trying to hold them inside.

With a *** full of emotions,
we never know what shines.

Some time feeling out of time
While feeling out of line

I feel the wind pass by
It could all be over in the twinkle of an eye

I might get besides myself and over this ride.

All sorts of emotions to hide,
I'm gonna lose my mind in time.


The truth is in the light
Who was wrong or right

Afraid to look behind you
I don't care who you talking to

Apologize for the wrong you done
The war and battle I won

Like I am the chosen one
I did it for Fame and fun

Truth be told,
yet it is never said...

Back off to prison,
so what was next to be said...

I had left my girl,
she said write me when u can....

Her feelings of love,
drifted off to other men...

Not even being gone,
for 3 months...

Her faithfulness,
could never hold true...

Men who wanted her,
she was willing to see...

She said it was the struggle,
Her reason for being with others..

I did get out that prison cell,
I know stay humble only wishing well..

I still see that girl,
but things are not the same...

Whatever direction I take,
can we put our life together....

Can things ever be the same,
or should I put an end to this game...

As the falling star,
lies beneath my feet...

Has a life of love,
finally defeated me...

Crushed beyond words,
that would only be absurd...

Is when love can go right,
So why must it be a fight...

With love in the air,
and *** without a fight....

She was gone the next day,
yet I saw her that night...

Love is still in bloom,
after a year of fights...

Fights that were meaninglessness,
Without a showdown of doudt...

Will she return,
is what I yern...

For a life of love,
that keeps me above...

As the spiders and lizards crawl tonight
Above my headache and heartache
Tight
Who is wrong or right black cats also bite
And snakes compromised swallow ofdeath strike
I feel alone and a spirit close holding a loudpipe
Window pains and windpipe and turning point site
Without a fight i am happy oppressing cryptic tonight
Why must I Sit down In shame feeling denied
Waiting for rain and storms maybe sun shining bright
A new gunshot herd and death pole
Surprise
Hear the airplane wings flight sound delight
Left-hand or right hand pilot hope the have sprite
One day too much is happening out of data gigabytes
You will miss me when i am gone promises I might
I may just lose you on another website's
I will rise in this life to brand new heights
Premeditated the hoodwink eye and earning strips
Sitting on the porch with ideas to write
I can be afraid of my talent to shine bright ad a light
I am no worries about race wars black or white
Already all seven continents have told to unite
You lost in the forest take a hike

As the spiders,
crawl above my head...

To all the flies,
around my head...

Lets not forget the roaches,
that crawl beneath my feet..

As the lizards awaite,
their mighty feast...

There are also,
stinging bees an
bed bugs that bite...

These are things,
that irratate me...

Stink bugs, critters
and slimy worms....

Caterpillars morph
and so they change...

A baby cries,
as another one dies...

The world around us,
can be ugly and cold...

How beautiful it can be,
with riches and gold..

If i can only find,
where i lost my soul...

I need to learn,
to lose my pride...

I'm no longer bold,
as I grow old..

Never throw in your hand..
And always make a stand..

Why must I learn,
only to learn and learn again...

Why must I sit in the rain,
to only feel the droplets of pain...

Why must I hurt,
if I could of only have learned first....

Why must I cry,
to feel and wonder why...

Why must I dream,
to be happy yet still lost...

Why must I run,
when life feels so fun....

Why must I first trip,
to feel I can catch that grip...

Why must I feel lost,
to turn to God and his cross...

Why must I sin,
only to begin again...

Why must I love,
to fulfill the heart...

From the top of a cliff,
can I buy some time....

As I stare at the world,
I no longer have to climb...

I have reached the peak,
is this my summit....

Will I now have happiness,
as now I plummet....

Into the depths,
of this planet earth...

I now feel,
I must run to the sea...

As I flow with the currents
to the ocean...

To the abyss I must go,
so I will take it slow...

Can I find freedom,
in the bottom of this hole...

From the top to the bottom.....
in the middle between...

What have I learned...
What have I seen...

Is to understand forgiveness,
and to never be mean..

The moral of the storey,
is one to be told...

We all climb to the top,
to only fall in a hole...

Truth be told....
Truth beware...

It's your life,
you can go anywhere...