I love you
but I leave you.
I cant stand you.
but I need you.
when you kiss me,
My stomach does whirlly bops all around
yet when i kiss you youre as calm at a bat.
Its like im your pure happiness
im your ******
but you never forfill that high youre searching for
the high you got when you first kissed me.
But then i start to wonder
If you ever miss me.

I get nervous around you.
I feel my heart drop to my stomach.

Your smile warms my heart
And freezes time.

You have eyes like no other
They stare deep inside of me
They know my deepest secrets
And my most broadest details.

The way you look at me
Like you miss me
Like you hate me
Like youre unsure of what love really means

You can lie to yourself all you want
I'm still with you
The reminisce of me haunts you at night
You love me
But you have that macho man way of life
So you can't love me.
But you want to
I hope.

The way your lips move
Is like no other.
Its smooth like a hockey puck on ice
Its words travel like teenage kids trying to escape
Their lives.
Something I know you wanna do.
Everything you say,
Everything you do,
Leads me to believe
You just want to leave.

Bad things happen to good people
Bad things happen to bad people
Bad things happen to everyone
Its inevitable.
As I lay here thinking
Why do all the horrible things happen to me
I realize
Its not just I, whom is struggling
Everyone is struggling
This society of "if you don't have this you ain't ****"
Is growing larger and money is growing smaller
I don't want to leave
But what if its the best thing for me
I don't want to sit here and starve anymore
I have nothing left
My optimism is decreasing day by lonely day.
I just can no longer live with this hope that will never
Be, what am I to do? Who am I to call?
Its then you fully understand
This world is selfish
No one is going to give you food
No one is going to buy you clothes
Or give you a warm bed to sleep in at night
Its that very second while you're sitting there cold hungry and alone that you realize you're on your own

Home life is sweltering
Home life is overwhelming
I want to get out
I can't get out

I'm trapped in this horrible place
Where I'm never enough
No matter how hard I try
I'm always on my own
I'm not alone
But
on my own

I am not stuck here forever
Just for a few more dreadful years
Then I can leave
And be happy
And I can go out until I want to come home
And turn the heat up as high as I want
And be free
But
As for right now
My rights aren't limitless
They have bounderys
Lots of them

But I will get out someday
And I will be **happy

Its a blank feeling in your life
A white empty box
It leads you no where
It shows you nothing
Sometimes it makes you sad
Yet sometimes it makes you glad
It can be peaceful
It can be sorrow filled
It can bring you great emotion

Why be In that blank space when there is so much more you can do?
Draw a book
Draw a plane
Draw whatever the hell your brain wants
Use your blank box and make it colorful
Get off your phone
Get off the media
Same stories every time

use your imagination, draw your wonderland

His wife is somewhat spooky
She looks like she's
About to cry
She somewhat is scared
She is about to die

She is dragged into the school
On a leash
She cant get away
She no longer wants to stay

He wants her there
Just to stare
While he teaches the delinqents
How to act

She is afraid
Not of them
But of what they're capable of

They can cause much grief
and much pain
When will they decide
to take their reign

To whom will they distinguish first
Shall it be me
Shall it be me?

I need out of this place
Its an utter disgrace.

I love you
You loved me
But you through me
Off your tree
With a shove, shove, shove-e-dove
You became my worst enemy.