The way his arms caress me at night,
The way he looks at me when i wake,
His eyes and smile are so bright,
Its my sunshine to every step i take.

His hand in mine,
Together we are unseperable,
When I am with him my rainy day starts to shine,
Without you my life would be dull and unbearable.

The day we met I was hooked,
I gave him one look and knew he was the one,
I'll never forget how happy we looked,
To this day we care for each other a ton.

I will always be yours,
He has my heart in his hands,
I have his of course,
When something goes wrong he always understands.

When I see you, those butterflies flutter,
My heart shines through the pain,
When I tell you a story I mix up my words and stutter,
I get lost in those blue eyes and forget what I was saying.

You can make me smile with a single hug,
When you look into my eyes I know I am doing something right,
You are my drug,
We knew it from first sight.

The first time I seen you there was something special about you,
You gave my heart a spark
I am happier than ever been, its true
Slowly you are bringing my heart and soul out of the dark..

You were taken from this world way to soon,
If heaven wasn't so far I would be in your arms every day,
I miss you with all my heart and soul
we used to fourwheel and run threw the mud together,
I thought we would be forever,
when I found out that you were gone I broke,
Couldn't and wouldn't speak just tears went down this girls face,
Didn't ever think this would happen so soon and so fast,
that drunk driver should be where you are instead,
God works in dumb ways he takes the good people leaves the bad,
Makes me wonder are you even real because I am starting to think not,
I love and miss you with all my heart Montana,
Without you babe I don't understand anything anymore,
I wish I could see you just one last time..

Sincerely, your love Jessie..<3

Since we parted Ive been a mess..
No one else can see it except myself..
They all hate you...
For some reason i don't mind you...
I had tried everything to forget you
I eventually just gave up
Its like you put yourself there purposely for me to never forget..
I don't know why things happened this way
We never had bad problems till that last day..
The last day we were together you broke everything..
My trust in you, hope for us, happiness for us, and my heart..
If you cared in the first place you wouldn't have done that..
Yet you still try to talk as if none of it ever happened..
I don't know how you can do that..
You stopped all the drugs you were doing back in those days..
Sometimes i think of how happy we used to be...
I wish we still had that little sparkle in our eyes
The look of excitement every time we would see each other ..
I will be seeing you shortly for the first time in about 5 months..
We will see where that leads..
Everyone's telling me don't meet up with you
Truth is...i want to be in your arms again...
I would feel no fear with you
You are trying to prove yourself to me
I am willing to accept you back in my life again
There is no love stronger than our forbidden love...

first i smoke a leaf
have that sweet feeling of relief
smoke my smoke, now take another ****
quickly the rooms filling with smoke
long laughs, cute giggles load another bowl
puff puff puff
hearts racing eyes red
millions of thoughts going threw my head
room spinning out of control adrenaline pumping
roll roll roll my joint
haha get the point?
**** hit after **** hit
yo bro you gotta hit this
up up up in smoke we go

Cancer doesn't discriminate
Cancer doesn't care if your only 38
The day i found out you had cancer was heartbreaking
We prayed, We cried..
When you are weak
I will be strong
you will never be alone
I will never let you go
When you cry
I will be right there with you
I love you mommy
it took 3 years but guess what,
all the pain and stuff you went through to cure it worked
Marijuana cured you more than the chemo
you came home and told me you were in remission
I was me the most happiest thankful girls in the world
We are stronger and can take on anything that comes our way