Tell me a secret.
Slip it into my head.
Hurry up, I want to know.
Please tell me what she said.
Tell me something exciting,
Something that might not be true.
Really are you serious!?
He said that to you?
I know about that girl over there
I’ll tell you even though she made me swear
The lies are all around
moving at the speed of sound
Gossip is just a trend
And it hurts when your on the other end
So while we are still young
Please stop and hold your tounge

today
while smoking a cigarette
   I saw a butterfly
dead on the sidewalk

it was neither gruesome or disturbing
in fact
it was almost peaceful in a way
   just nature at its end

I wish I was a butterfly
transformed
from wretchedness
into something beautiful

to you:to me

the attraction is anything but
      physical

it eats like hell
for a solid week
   sleeps for the next three
emerges
   arrives
evolved
   into the sky

life is now at its most poignant pinnacle
beautiful
tender
vulnerable
utterly free
no longer even bound by gravity
     I bet that's a ******* trip
but
      there's always a but
irreversibly limited to a handful of days

I wish I was a butterfly
alive for a month of this ****
and then beautifully
quietly
lie down on a sidewalk
and die.

I consider it an art that I still love you.

You call from time to time.
You practicly never write.
Except when you want me in your bed.
You behave like there's nothing going on when we're in public.

But when we sleep together, you always hug me.
You never let me pay for my beer.
You make me smile, oh, so magnificently.
You took me to your favourite place on the river bank.
You crossed 50 km to see me just because I was mad at you
and I didn't want to pick up the phone.

I honestly believe we have found each other,
we both just need a little time to see that we have already met before.