why, I wonder, have I become so fragile
when I used to be so strong
why, I wonder, do I see the world as if everyone is against me
when I can break through and see that they are not
why, I wonder, does my heart beat so fast and terror rushes through my veins for seemingly no reason at all
when there is nothing to be afraid of
why, I wonder, can I find so many flaws within myself
which were not there before
And with that I fell asleep