Red, like the river that flows between my legs every so often.
Of course, this the color I paint my nails, as if the subtle yet bold mark of femininity could make me feel any more like a woman. As if the pain in my abdomen suggests that, yes, one day I shall be worthy of the burden of bearing human life - a parasite within, a martyr without.
Such gifts these are. Never asked for, so oft granted, regardless of prayers for fragile offspring.
We gasp at the guarantee of torn womanhood. We sigh at the kick inside.
We are women - strong, unyielding beasts of the northern stars. We bleed ourselves dry in hopes that we may find our way back home - our blood ever thicker than any sweat or tear could dream to be.
The red of our bodies shimmers bright beneath the moon.
The perfect pathway from mother
to daughter
to mother.