Getting Up from my isolation,
Letting up from my aggravation.
Dealing with the whiplash of the horrific words that you have carved into the back of my hand in hopes I would never move on.

Setting up for the reality that you have made so ******* hard to face.
The same smoke still burning my lungs making my lungs cave in lighting a fire that never dies.

Resting at the end, dealing with  yet another day of your success.
How does one.
Mother remember me

You used to make me happy
With your hand in mine
You gave me the feeling of security and love
Taking our time think the world was fine
It all got taken away with out warning

To think forbidden love didn't exist was insane
You slowly tore my heart out with out a doubt
I didn't see it that way
I decided to torture myself with the horror
That it was all just a game to you

Games are for liars and cheats
Your cheats and lies lead me
To my ultimate demise
So goodbye
You beautiful lie