sitting on this soggy pile of leaves, that fell from my favorite tree
my mind was stuck on repeat, playing your voice over and over
I memorized every inch of your face and stored it in my head as a keepsake
and now it was the only image I could see when I closed my eyes
you need to come back to my bed
because ever since you left, I can't get you out of my head
lying next to me, hushed tones and legs tangled
our lips lightly pressed together
a moment i wish could have lasted forever
I long for you to be by my side
right next to me on every stride
honestly I never thought this would happen
but now i've gone and fallen for you
and i can only hope that you have fallen too

countless stars had been wished upon for a love such as this one
and i remember feeling so lucky to have found someone like you
we were young, but that didn't falter our admiration
you had a firm grip on my hand and an even firmer grip on my heart


i had been blinded by the satisfaction felt
when our bare skin met under covers, eyes locked, heart rhythms colliding
your hot breath against the crook in my neck, palms clinging to bed sheets
I had gotten lost in it all, addicted to the spark
felt only when my naked body rubbed against your linen sheets
we were young, and were convinced we knew what we were doing
but when the waters got rough, you jumped ship and left me for dead
and ever since you left everything seems to have fallen apart
though I have finally become content with your absence
it seems i will never be able to escape the memories we created