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Fiona Mae Jul 2019
Please be careful with me.
I give you all I am and trust you not to crush me between your thumb and *******.
It never crossed my mind that you would.
But it's true you could.

This is a first for me.
Never have I given another person so much power over me and my girlish laughter.
But giving it all to you feels so right.
It took me so long to do so.

So please be gentle.
Hold my entire body with as much grace as you can muster so that you don't break me.
Because this love isn't fragile,
But for you I am.
Fiona Mae May 2016
They float down the river together, he speaks in whispers and uses a soft touch as to not set the bird in flight. He feared her freedom and her wild mind.

He wrapped her around his ankles creating a weight of which you cannot forget. Soldered together, bent, fragile but unbroken. The fall approaches, rushing down into a bubble, the bird tries to flee but he's quicker.

He pushes her down first, they fell together.
He held her while she tried to pry herself from him, winding and screaming while his grip tightened on her waist.
They plummet faster than any bird should, she could take off, stay high, never looking back,  but he won't let go.

They plunge deep in a swirl, whirling together. She reaches for the surface but he holds her down, drowning her with his own hands.
She begins to tire and is unable to fight her wings wither away and she begins to breath.

Engulfed, her lungs fill with a new oxygen, her body begins to sway with the waves. Her skin cools and she is able to see.
It is when her body stops resisting that he sits beside her. She holds him  with her new love. She has never fallen only flown, never known depth only the sky.

The sea is new to the bird but the fish is glad to find her home.
Fiona Mae Mar 2016
I want to be extravagant
I want to be extraordinary
unforgettable, unattainable, unimaginable

I want to relate to the girl that knows no grey,
Who is always black or white,
yes or no,
who either knows  love or hate,
never both at the same time

I want to be the type of girl who demands to be remembered
The one that edgy artist sing about
A Lana Del Rey type

I want you to remember me
I want our love story to spiral
To invest in each other wholeheartedly
Then crash and burn

Break my heart
Teach me a lesson
Be that one
Not the one

Remember me, but don't keep me
Fiona Mae Sep 2015
This quiet kitchen is not mine,
this new metal, this bar island
not mine
These halls are not mine,
I don't know these faces,
the ones that recognize me.
These roads, those buildings,
This place, the smell of the air
Foreign
I feel it when I go out, the isolation,
the lost comfort of familiarity,
But this is my home now.
The premise is there, the feeling, not so much
Will I ever feel at home in a place that is not my own
Fiona Mae Aug 2015
She gave a clever smile and grasped my hand
Mesmerized, I was fixed on the way she moved
Her eyes were lost in paradise, somewhere I could never find her
She exposed my life line tracing its truth
Whispering about tough souls and better lives
Her eyes closed and she was gone, lost in my forever
Her smile never faltered but her voice was dim
She told me to keep holding on
I held on for her.
Fiona Mae Feb 2015
A glimpse and I diminish, wasted away like sweet ice cream in the heat
My mind whirls and loops unable to steady, to clear, rendering me dubious
His language becomes gospel and I hear no other noise but the things he whispers to me
My ears care for only one, my eyes tunnel in on him, he is perfection, the essence of angels

Focus is only possible in his wisdom
I fixate on each word he delivers strong, steady like his voice is the only one that matters, because it is
I fixate on the movement of his lips, lustrous, luring, his kiss centers my wicket thoughts and comforts my wild mind

It is important to know that he is mine by choice. he loves me. he does. I swear. he would stay with me if he had the choice.he does. he loves me. by choice. i know it. we are meant to be. forever and always. we will be. he has to be mine. he has no choice. he loves me.

I Chained Him Down
Fiona Mae Jan 2015
I like being single,
I don't like always having been single
but I like discovering myself
I like that I know who I am

I know that I want to travel
that I want kids, many kids
and that I want to help others

I like that I know what I like
what I don't like
and that I'm still open minded

I believe in mindfulness
and being self aware
I know my best qualities
and I recognize my faults

I know I like rough ***
I know that I need certain music for certain situations
I know that I want to surround myself with good people
I know I'm ready for love

I have time to get to know myself and to improve what I feel I need to correct, and I work on myself daily

I like knowing that I am not influenced by another, I know what makes me happy and I know that my decisions are for me

When is a better time to start dating then when you finish finding yourself, only then can you know what else you need in your life
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