Sometimes I lay in bed and try to feel my body pulsing.
I open my teeth very slightly so the blood
pushes them together in rhythmic muted clicks.

I count the time between the staccato drum in my chest
and the drum in my toes.

Playful interactions, minute reminders
that the body regulates and lives.
As though around us and with us,
out of sight.

Like lighting and stage prop crews just behind the curtain,
poised with tables and a wall on wheels,
integral to the next act, the inevitable kiss scene,
the tragic and inevitable death.

The body toiling and being biological while we take care of everything else.
The body thinking about itself in the dark
while it works on itself in the dark.

---

This will be the smallest, most insignificant, most trivial,
And most forgettable poetic parable anyone has ever written
Because for once I’ve been wrung of all my deep evocations
I’ve been whittled of my angular description of the commonplace
Of verbose, grandiose trajectories mapped out
By minds I will never exist alongside but I will sure emulate

I have sat down and asked myself, innumerable times,
“Okay, so how will I describe the sunrise now?”
And more importantly, perhaps more existentially:
“What about the sunset?”
What colors haven’t I used, what other comparable thing
Haven’t I eluded those colors to,
And what kind of uncharted, beautiful, spiritually-boggling human emotion
Hasn’t been tapped by this setting star until right now,
Right as I string together letters like they’ve
Never been strung before?

There’s the endless wellspring of my poetic—
Oh, look, there I go, visualizing thoughts and feelings
As a mystical, water-associated apparatus
(It’s my go-to)
For a time more innumerable than the sunrise.

I’m getting tired of it,
And I can’t imagine how mind-blowingly dull it must be for you
So I’m going to try it like this:
I see the sunset again, and tonight it’s very pretty.

But, poet, this kind of routine, boring description
Doesn’t do much for me.
I know what a sunset is, I’ve seen it
My three year old can probably
Get a pretty accurate crayon drawing penned out in a few seconds
And that will hardly distinguish itself from
What you’ve made the sunset out to be

But, poet, from all across the world, from their unique angles
All the aspiring poets gaze toward the same sun,
Whether in setting, whether rising, or hung there in the sky
And describe it as a tantalizing metaphor

And then relate that sun
To a deep, embedding, defining emotion or craving for human connection
As if to say,
Yes
I see the sun that way too
I feel that way too

And then those poets submit their poems to publishing
And watch the sunset as any normal person would
Once they’re out of the mode.
In fact, what’s on television? / Shut the blinds, Dylan,
There’s a glare on the screen.

“Okay”

This poem hasn’t brought itself out there, out to you
As a grand accomplishment of absolute detachment
As a way to try to break the barrier of poetry once again,
To define itself as a new genre, or an edgy statement the author
Very desperately intends his audience ‘gets’
Or even to prove an angle nobody has ever seen or attempted before
Because how I am supposed to know how you think?
Or what you see, and how you see it?

This poem is a message of the ordinary,
That it’s okay, it’s absolutely fine, to remove the mysticism from the mundane
And understand the world as a beauty in itself,
One that doesn’t need the aloof, grand, mystical verbosity of poetry
To be felt as something poetic

In fact, I won’t even leave you to ponder the greater meaning of it,
Of this line, or that line. I will say it here,
At the end, at the climactic and awesome point of emotional delivery
That all poetry intends:
I see the sunset again, and tonight it’s very pretty.



---

It’s a simple, mundane day, yet busy with an absolute slew of schoolwork
I take up a table in the library, high up on the 4th floor, overlooking
The shapes below with different work in the same time and place
There’s a large model airplane, an early model,
Suspended by cables that attach themselves to the far walls,
Yielding the illusion of mid-flight

It appears I wasn’t the only one with the idea to seclude myself this high;
Around me are the detached murmurs of still more students, bent
On the conclusion of their labors, some more eager than I, some less so
And closer to me, on a juxtaposed table, is another student, about my age
Shuffling through what looks like math
But I don’t pride myself much on intrusion, so I let him be

For hours we all toiled, us in the 4th floor and us down below
The music of light concentration, fluttering pages, a utensil,
Swathing through those immobile wings and dwindling on the propeller
The time is rapidly becoming the enemy in all our bingo books
And of the books stacked in the cluster of cases, some of which will no doubt remind one
Of the timeless saying that ‘time waits for no one’

The student of the table next to me is still at work, and I’m still at work
And people file in and out of the door which leads downstairs,
Faces going in with indignance and a foreknowledge of what they’re to do
Faces leaving triumphant, secured in another day’s duty crossed off
I steal a look at the student close to me
I see him pass a tired hand over his eyes
(I agree with his plight)

By now we’ve been swarmed with a million like us
Jumping from table to table to seat to seat, in groups or in respectable solitude
A veritable mosaic of people, a timelapse in ironic real-time, elapsed second onto second
The darkness crowds the unlucky surfaces of the windows, tries to push in
And like lichen stuck to sea rocks amid a terrible tidal storm we remain
Jaded and mentally broken down, but finally we see each other

He looks at me dully, I return it with a shrug and the slightest smirk
And I think we both understand it
Though no words needed to pass through the air, nor signals of the eyebrows,
The hand, the heavy persistent  sigh
We’ve seen the lapse, just us and the jetstream of the world unending
And he looks away, and I look away at the suspended plane, still as it ever was

Doubled back on Becks you serenade the *** and spit
A flash like love, the sternum above and puzzling the puzzle
To which ribs fit
And O to Adam, to the man who knew it first.
Then to plumb sleep between the purples
Where the counting is the worst

It's rounding three-forty in the morning
And my reason for sleep is tugging at me like
Gravity to everything

Or a late-night host absolutely convinced
His guest is wittier than himself
And pulling the curtains as if to say "I've failed you"

Really, the only continuity here is the drumming purr,
Outsourced by the shuffling footsteps opposite my door
Of which I am deathly afraid

If they knew what I really did in here
And at this time of night?
Can't even think about it

"Probably *******" they would chortle
Shaking their heads in disappointment over my
Weakness of mind and overall
Failure to hide the sound of skin

But there are better things to do, are being done
Like paper poetry, terrible fortune cookie words
Stitched blindly so to sound nice
To feign significance
But there are better things to do

She watered the fichus and festoons
And far away, they somewhat bloom
The leaves a breadth between, the air
Nested as I am, and stare

From the frond, below the wings
Watching humans, poignant things
Scaring birds to rustle trees
A lingered hand, those nails, the breeze

She looked to me and ****'t the space
Which separates a race from race
To finger full a garnered seed
A palm that greets, a dying ****

Festoons awash from laden rain
Next day came, and there remains
My crumpled arm, less safe than torn
To watch again a careful storm

Outlined in clouds my brother call'd
I turn the arm, and yet it stall'd
This universe that clung here, floored
Cannot simply be ignored

If you keep calling when its clear
If you keep gathering them here
The subtle way you water fronds
Our subtle breath dilutes, absconds

We could stare out the window all day
Cradled into the socket of the mountain range
Shaped into a waiting line that never moves

We could tie strings to each other
(Cheat just a little) and
Fly stratosphere kites; watch an astronaut
Follow his own alien discovery to Asia

Could write letters
And the pens would still be chock-full
When finished

And one day we thought we could do it together

Seconds slanted sideways, an eleven begins to look like
The edge of the world

so Cross the universe with one breath
then Feed me an idea from the corners of your mouth
Then I can know it for sure.

I took out a pen and some paper, looseleaf,
Not worth the words I sponged onto it but it’ll do
I wrote down my feelings about everything
The silence of people on a subway ride to work
The closest star to us that isn’t the Sun
How the Bermuda Triangle got its shape and why the other ones
Weren’t cut out for it
Were it not for the clocks in my room, serving as reminders
That time still existed and would far outlive me
I swear I would have written forever
I swear I would have

Sometimes I would write letters to friends and never send them
Instead cram them into envelopes and into larger envelopes
And stack them in the fireplace, under the wood
And sometimes light it, other times just hold out my hands
And feel invisible warmth

The ones I did send, though, felt hollow
Words typed or written but not the words I needed
Or wanted
To say then. I’d rather ask you how your day was than to receive
A strange ****** expression because a question concerning
Cosmic dust and how it rushes together to create man
Doesn’t really serve as a good icebreaker.
Most of the unsent letters were to you
You and the clouds that guide you around, shifting rain
Back toward the sky

I wrote how are you today?
And meant I want you to keep auditioning for dance because you’re wonderful
I wrote doesn’t this weather feel strange?
And meant get a bigger umbrella so I can be under it too
We should try to go for dinner
We need to have an excuse to be together
Are tattoos a bad thing?
Look, topics to occupy us
My house is empty tonight
Where are you so late and what do you think about?
I miss the vase we sold
I miss you
I feel like today is longer than yesterday and will be shorter than tomorrow
I miss you

And they stacked, one upon the other
The spaces between each squeezed under the weight of the next
The weight of the words compounded more than the previous
Filling the spaces of my apartment to the point where
I could not see out the windows

“Today is Monday the 16th.  To whom it may concern, I’ve contemplated the ideas laid before me and can finally take confidence that I’ve chosen the right one. Many people say that virtuosity is next to solace and I believe that. Many people also claim that it takes a life to learn how to live, and I believe that too. I’ve so many things to say to everyone, even the people I’ve only met once or twice. But those people are just as important.

I can hear echoing between the televisions between the open rooms. The same words delayed by seconds but still audible and clear.  The reactions aren’t echoed, they’re different, variant on the person and how they feel about it. To make sense of my claim, I guess it’s just a matter of perspective, and now my perspective is clear, and now I want it to echo between the people to whom I send these letters. Whether the variation between reactions will be the same or not I am all-around unclear, but I know the reactions may have enough weight to keep me held to the ground, or even a bit lower than that. Either way, I’ve spent my life reacting to things as if acting on an echo.  I want to change the channel now. I want to close my door so the sound can fill the room and make the stacks of unsent letters shudder. I want to keep it there and turn the air the color of the closest star to us other than the Sun. I want to-“

I wanted a lot of things, to do and to say
But that letter and those that followed joined the others in the quiet spaces
Spaces which kept the frays of this life muffled and still
Like an ocean scooped into a bucket
Or the world’s smallest word
Backspaced by one letter

-



Dismiss my wandering eyes
They’re catching a drape, not you
They’re creeping along a cobblestone sidewalk
Not you



Dismiss my clamping cough
It’s there because the Spring is not good to me
It’s not there because you are good to me
Which, you always are, have I mentioned



It will not stop here
In, of all places, a little side-street pub
Where we both always seem to be
At the same time



It will not just stop
Like a chamber orchestra after a
Long night of tuning and unreal sound
Where outside it’ll flow



Ignore the tone of my voice
When it shifts up, it stays up
I won’t drop it for you, not until
You drop it first



And you get closer to where I am
One less stool between us every day
And nobody notices
But the people who sat in them, those air people



And I’m certainly not kidding when
I beg you to tell me things
Like the ghosts between us
Are only shapes of us



Tell me we’re all the same
Little lobsters in a tank
Clawing at water
We’re the same



Tell me I was always too nice
To confront a total stranger
And ask
The greatest question of all



-

-


I could imagine reacting to life on other worlds the way a

Tribal sponge cleaner would react to a washing machine

As he reluctantly prods it with one of his burnt-out torches

He’d made for his wife for their anniversary



All the scientists gather around the looking glass, scribbling gargantuan words

And pushing up their glasses, speculating whether or not

The language they spoke had been the correct one at all



I could visualize them as they stepped out of their spaceship

Wandering around a grassy patch, careful to keep a safe distance



A wisp of clouds inch overhead,

To us a common thing, to them a phenomena they’d been told

Around a fireplace made of stars, stories counted and recounted

About the clouds and the strange way they danced on the opposite side of the galaxy



Stacking papers on their desks, the scientists retire home and

Dream of how they’d tell the public about what they had found

As Times Square flickers to a still of the alien’s face

The people below suddenly feel much less significant



-

-



And as winter fell upon the river
The fish calmly claiming each droplet
There stood four, slow-footed men in trenchcoats,
Huddled around a grave.


From each hand a flower dangled
“Her favorite” one of them untangled
From each hand a subtle ****
“Always was,” one agreed


The fish retreated to their coves
Any left snatched by the crows
Leaving the men there, with their mother
Wind pressing them to one another


And as the sun reached to the snow
It was the last to see her go;
Whereas the moon rose from the shore -
Millions of snowflakes, millions more



-

-



I’ve been accepted in a number of small-town organizations,
Constructed by some confetti-fetishists who craved nothing more than
To write their thoughts onto the underside of a bridge,
Abandoned due to incredible uprisings of what some would call faux water.

They’d told me,
Multiple times actually,
That I was bound to their ideals and morals forever;
That they’d essentially taken the parts of my brain that mattered
And the sections of my heart I knew couldn’t feel emotion but
Hoped dangerously that they, under suitable conditions, just might
And tossed them into a box
Snuck down to the river
Let it drift away as I slept alone.

I’ve been afraid to try new things, always afraid,
Always wandering about with a finger to the air and a
Paintbrush to mark where I‘ve been.

To think that they “saved me,”
Or “kept me from a suicidal afterparty” is now
Only a thought rather than action.

And now
Slowly, gently,
He lift a glass of dust to his mouth
Wondering who he used to be
As I watch myself from the corner.



-

There were happy times while at Home, where the sun
Licked the rims of our glasses and sent wayward strands of light
Streaking across an almost-empty tabletop,
Save for a slight shifting of sand in the only hourglass
I would ever need to own.

There were sad times too, don't forget
Like whenever the storms intruded on our mid-afternoon slumbers
And sent our dreams flying in a saturated mess of
Unfinished riverboat cruises and superhero simulations;
Underneath it all, though, it became impossible not to try it again.

We're going to return here someday, paying close attention to
A world that had preserved itself for the sake of preservation
A life that had spent its last weekends alone on the edge of the sea
Where everything within it collected and became a mosaic of
Saturated dreams and hourglasses cut in two -
Sand mixing with sand.

If I were to agree to your long-winded sayings of
oh hey, we can still love upon arrival, yes?
Then I would have to throw you into the water for
Being so foolish and so beautiful at once

But this water, frozen, below—
As if to remind me that gravity should never apply to
worship

But ice— the bane of a time
Bound to end twice
Bound to end twice

Mr. Gentle person’s eye
raining quiet rain down the crests of fingers
and the tendrils called wrists
undulating through fixed corridors in which
every heavenly body collides.

Cry,
it’s a fine thing to cry, to die
and thus did every person’s gentle eye
flood through a Watergate that had carelessly
been left open.

She arrives to gaze upon her own body
she asks
“Is this really how you want it to end?”
so we turned to see her—
as she was, even before.

And we could
only stare.
We could
only stare.
And we could only—

-


We lay quietly one evening beneath the stars, struggling in an effort
To find their own place in that infinite black canvas.
She turned her head and from the security of her blanket asked
Do you hate the world for what it is? Or what it's going to be?

I responded with Neither.

And twisted my face into a smile,
as if to make her think she'd asked the right thing.
She twisted hers into a smile too,
as if to affirm that I'd given her the right answer.

In the later hours, we rowed down some swatch of river runway
Cradled between a few mountains and a few cities.
She asked
Do you row to keep up with me? Or to keep yourself from drowning?

I told her Both
And let go of the oars to see what strange thing might happen.

Only the stars could really see what occurred then, in Earth's emptiness, but ignored it;
Too busy finding a way to keep from touching one another, I guess -
Selfish nebulas.





-

The dream machine be casted grey
And sent me home alone today;
Home alone by dreamer’s power
And struck down solid ‘round the hour.

So as they passed, my mind did wander
Through alleys they had hoped to squander.
From every cell upon my head—
Removed again and sent to bed.

Laid to waste and waned through air
And to the misty frigate there.
Across those plains and through the cold
Where to an end it all unfolds.

So send me out, it matters little
We remain still dream’s transmittal
For where the rain will fall toward clouds
This dream will end, depart the crowds.

-




The concaves in the glass bowl and the style which it imposes to the
Food within it to warp and appear not from this world.
The spoons and how they surrender the same effect, curving my face
Into a funhouse punch line; I can’t help but smirk,
Which somehow distorts my features even more.

You were convinced it was necessary to serve me your best today,
Pulling out the stops and balancing uneasily on the aging stool that waits in the corner
Just to get out the “fine” kitchenware.

Soon it became routine:

I was over every day, not to eat, no; selfishness is a puzzle.
No, I’d sit at the table and bide my slender hourglasses, shifting a mind between
Taking you to the moon,
Or to the ceiling fan because my goodness it’s getting warm in here.

Planet under smoke, we end the day with a drop of manufactured whiskey
Dangling from the inside of your Swedish wine bottle set from India.
(Bends the droplets into squares)
Our sun is setting and the pictures on the walls fall asleep.

-




They called him deadpan man.
He sat in a squeaky cerulean chair by the window
Whispering to the cobwebs, contemplating ideas
Nobody ever took the time to scratch down.

Maybe this is why he killed his own head a week later.

But today I stole a few minutes from my own schedule to visit him
In his sleepless waking. I pulled up an invisible chair
          I'm not sure he noticed,
And allowed my ears to swim in his hollow ideas and
          Surprisingly stable dreamscapes.

With a frail voice, one which could not walk with near the force of a baby,
He breathed such misshapen sentences as
          "The earth is God's basketball"
                    " If tsunamis could embrace"
                              "Why does my failure mirror my face?"

I watched his bony fingers trace across the lonely surface of
A window that had, at one time, learned not to question
The universe on both sides.

I saw the first and last time his fingerprints would exist,
And his breathy voice murmur a single word
          Purge -
Trailing off into the air,
          Evaporating, only more subtle.





-

Hey, you,

Standing there, your bags all packed to go -

Tell me what direction that your sailboat wants to row,

You passed up every riptide, defeated every storm

Now all that's left are calm blue seas, the waters taking form


Of what you hope to do in life, again I must declare

However long it takes you to, I'm sure you will get there

If every small dilemma failed to saturate your plans

If problems didn't stop you, fault you, end you, then what can?


Hey, you,

Waiting there, unsure of how to sail -

Just understand the shifting tides: you'll get there without fail

Close your eyes, grab my hand, and board this raft with me

We'll help each other through the squalls and sail across the sea.

i’m going to try and stop you from running away
though I KNOW that won’t be the case
as water budges, so will the fish within
even I cannot stay your hands and helium eyes

severing cords upon cords of unearthed roots
you saw upon it the last of the raining season
so far late had been the day today
as if it were to never conclude, begin anew, tiring you

however, vacancy in the eyes holds again—
smite in the soul, quaint and unending;
if you left this hour, I would be so fearful as to think
nobody would notice a thing had been misconstrued

and nobody had—
you fell upon your ideas
left with the milky way
bleaching the horizon for minutes and nothing more
nothing less

I was staring up at the sky
yeah, try and stop me; a crystalline finger switching the lights
on and off
stars and sun
taking forever to memorize the constellations

Oh, gravity
your game is an impossible one
keep me on the ground, so I can feel the constructs of my body
waver between all possible paradoxes
and fail to impress any scientists

Together, here, somewhere
Among all the impossibilities of the known universe
As me manage to map out a new world from napkins and discarded
Paper plates
Our own is being thrown away.

Stubborn boy

Always treading mountains

Studying tables and configuring signals

Sending them deep into space

So far gone they will become black again

Reading slow

Maybe even more so

As capricorn’s last noise

Fills the air so clear

Purges the ocean of its madness

And the treasures buried deep below.

Stubborn boy

Will you not forgive yourself

And keep your lexis to you and God

For even now you

Cry a tear nobody will hear

Shake a violet ‘till the last petals whither

And fall to your feet.

Stubborn, stupid boy

And a rotten small thing

As it crushes you into a tiny

Uneven sphere of sadness and a grievance not so

Uncommon in funerals

And a marriage two fortnights awake



Alas a gift given is a gift taken away

A violet shaken is a flower unjustly undone

And a stubborn boy

Is a thing everyone will try to keep away from the darkness

But will not keep the darkness away from him.

Tried and true

You will suffer with the rest of them

It’s written here

In the oath you signed while your eyes

Still knew not the world

And your palms

Clean as a morning sky

Still brushed along the pavement /

Crafted globes.

The reservoir that ran through town

And strung across the wells

               Who thought its life, its pipings rife

Be better suited bells



But bells are made of copper

Poor reservoir of steel

               Last chance to run, but answers none

This world is so surreal

make me a poem out of the rain
and when the droplets ooze down
the sides of the covers
of my favorite novels, clinging to walls
as unorganized as they were
when first put there,
i will write you back with ink and salt.

so as i was there that day,
out of focus, you were too,
out of thought, you ran across the room
to say goodbye to a dust cloud, a cutout
of where i had been
and then you sat down there, poem in hand
unsure of what to do next, or yourself.

the subway tram was unusually fast
it sped across continents in seconds
derailed itself, almost, from reality
and passed me by when
my thumb was clearly visible
when my suitcase, clearly empty
toppled from gravity’s little game that it played alone.

i won’t torment you with postcards,
i’ll try not to call at inconvenient times
trust me, the last thing i’ll do,
is make you a poem out of the rain
and tie it to a pigeon’s dying leg
for you to see –
you dyslexic monster;
i love you.

Orphaned by a shot to the heart
And manipulated by a string on your finger -
Is this how God would spend his day?
Silent, as his puppets played.

Quiet, as his puppets ruined
Everything.

So,

I took these ideas

Planted them into your mind

And watched as they grew into

A monstrously beautiful thing


A discovery

That would keep you with me

For as long as I wanted you to

For as long as you were able

Until you slipped back to sleep; to reality


And while your evaporating imagination

Produced, and created, things that

Would otherwise be impossible

I looked upon you

And gave way to shame


We grew old,

You under the idea of eternal love

I under the guilt of eternal culpability

And the world we created; the world that we would come to fear

Would become the only reality we knew -

Spinning around and around
A ***** sun spinning circles around your face
A lovely pair of shoes pulled into a puddle
And our metal hands are cold
But together, but feeling

Feeling like
When we do whenever we get off
And we’re still spinning
Though our world is standing right where it should be

That sun is still circling our heads
And your lovely pair of shoes,
Still wet from a puddle
That couldn’t bear the thought of existing without them

I am puddle
You are shoes
And lovely -
And we’re a lovely pair
And

After hours on the ocean

Our little sailboat is slowing

The subtle waves are losing life

I guess it’s time we got to rowing


The stars beneath us are withdrawing

The fish around us, packing in

Nothing but the sounds of settling

And ripples where our boat had been


So after all these quiet evenings

Of laughter spilling on the docks

You up and leave me like the waves had done

And leave love upon the rocks

Stopped and stared against the window today
Window shopping for people
Oh, saw you on the middle shelf of aisle five

Those glass marble eyes pinned to your molded
Hand-decorated outer coating
Those glass eyes calling again and again

My eyes are your saboteur
Your eyes are my window

Sweet security of sleep
forget forever that last dance on a
broken floor of frigid waters,
when storms alarmed a sleeper in his restful respite,
and made him think things he would
be too afraid to tell himself

Sweet surrendering reprieve
love always the way you forgot it all
and just stuck to the plan at hand -
even when
the plan was to forget it all

Solace of the sea
whisper to us
our own secrets
things we lost in the storm -
broken kettles, tarnished floorboards
and melted candles

Someday we'll return
dear waters,
to claim our things anew;
but until that moment comes
dear waters,
all our things belong to you.

Just tell me how you’ve been feeling
And I’ll look the other way when you decide to cry -

Just tell me where you’ve been going
And I’ll decide to cry when you look the other way -

Through miles

and miles

of interstellar space -



Even flies

have a place to land

and observe us.

Rather, a dull smile of yours
Painted around fabrics
Made from papers that burn to the touch, the eyes.

Day by day
My room; cloister of desire
Stagnant as it is
Holds many faces, each resembling you
So where are you?

Ah, these fake lips
I wish to touch them; remain unbitten
You lie in waiting, behind miles of glass and miles of rain.

So holding a frame
Uneven with my desires; tame body
Leaving it behind. Turning. Closing my door.
The real thing lingers nearby.

Can you capture a tune with a camera?
Can you follow a chord with your eyes?
Can you trace a quartet onto paper?
Can you give a song color with dye?


No.


But you can listen.

Her vitals are dropping like flies

The air in the room is staler than bread

Everyone here is a critic of sorts

Amidst curtains and curtains of black, sunken eyes


Her dreams are breaking like stone

The table beside her is colder than ice

She feels love on her arm but can’t love it back

Can only see curtains of palpable bones


So meager, her breath, it drops.

Falls flat.

Around the bend

On the usual street with the usual words

Exchanged in hushed whispers

Is anyone listening?


Across the avenue

A loud sound, or two, or eleven

Exchanged from one gentleman to the next

I fear for myself


Under the bridge

The pressure of my peers

Exchanged under the palm, between fingers

Do I dare succumb?


Beyond my window

A grouping of indifference, single file

Exchanged by words held aloft

I see familiar faces

Hear familiar voices

Feel familiar feelings


Through the city

On my way to school

Exchanging hands with Sister, tightly

I don’t feel safe here