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Dougie london Oct 2012
Deny
I deny the feelings i have for you.
I deny every time you walk down the street and my homie ask if i love you and i say ******* but in the back of my mind all i can think about is how much i l rlly love you 
I deny the fact the when you got a new man that it dosent hurt me because i know i can treat better then any ***** ever will
I deny that you are not the most beautiful thing in the world because your beauty is what wakes me up in this world
I deny that i dnt want you as my future wife Knowing deep down that all i want to do his hold you tight right by my side you as my bonnie and me as your clyde 
I deny how intellectual you really are even tho your the most intelligent woman in the world
I deny that i dnt think about you when i sleep but we both know your in my dreams always holding hands taking on the world as best as we can
I deny i dont want to be your protector even tho i wont let anything hurt you
I deny that your eyes arent pretty but gorgeous like the sunset over the seas
I deny that your not all i want but you are the only thing i need
I deny i deny i deny i deny
I dont know why i deny
I deny to tell you the truth all the time because  it might hurt 
I deny that deep down inside that your not my favorite girl
I deny your not my whole wide world
I deny that this poem wasnt made for you to show my love for you. 
I guess you will never know how i really feel for you because of my denial
Dougie london Feb 2013
I am who I am
Not what they think me to be

I praise myself to Allah  and all the wisdom he has teach
A sober mind can see all the deceit in the shadowy streets

My defeats are my greatest victories
If you just look at me you will see a young man with no interest in the world at all
If got to know me you will know that I love poetry and historical sites

In spite failure is my greatest fear
Fear that I will be nothing to the world at all but a *** with a  beard

I work to gain money
I work to gain respect
I work to prove to myself that I am something of worth

I am young man on the road to success
I have a temper
I laugh
I cry
I love

Outside I show a smile on my face
Inside I hide the worry that I will not survive

I am who I am
Not who they say me to be
Dougie london Apr 2013
If I must die today
I want to say that I was alive
Not alive by just breathing
But by seeing the world and actually living
Not just on the weekend
On a everyday basis
Enjoying life
Fighting for whats right
To love
Not hate
If I must  die today
I dont want to argue
But actually have an intellectual debate
Accept my fate and destiny
Wish upon a shooting star
If I must die today
I shall say I love my enemies when they hated me
Cherish the ones that envied me
Say I respected my parents for those were the first to love me
If I must die today
I hope Ill leave this world my way
Dougie london May 2013
Don't compare me to another teen because I have my own individuality even if that contrasts to reality.

They want us all to be the same, test us and want us to have the same grades but we all have our own brains different minds and in time no one will ask how our grades were in senior high.

They tell us to be different but compares us to other kids  I don't think this is fair because individually our minds can never be compared
I am who I am and there will not be another like me I am unique like a precious jewel found in the sea.

Artist say urban art is amazing but the graffiti on the side of building that actually shows a beautiful art technique with passion that shows the beauty in the streets is vandalism but scribbling on a paper is really creative what a shame to put down a kids dream and tell them there nothing but dirt in a desert plain.

But at least when  I become a man I can say I did it on my own plan but i don't think society doesn't understands I want to be my own individual.
Dougie london Apr 2013
I will be someone  special

I might be the next Fortune CEO or Michael Angelo
Whatever it is I will be someone special

I might be the next Maya Angelou or Langston Hughes
You may laugh but in the future Ill look down on your *** *** and say I told you I will be  special

I might be on the next Sports Illustrator with my face all in the papers
If I know anything it is I will be someone special

I might be the next bright intellectual mind who discovers something divine
Whatever it is I feel that I will be special

Theres a chance I can be a religious figure or a spiritual enlighten guru who you will come to for excellent advice
I just got a feeling I will be someone special

I might be the next  Steve Jobs or Bill Gates who will create something that will cause a national debate
Im telling you I will be someone special

I might be a Political mastermind who creates laws to stop crime or a powerful Military figure who you see in the street and say he is my hero
If you don't got it figure out by now I will be someone special

My future is bright
I will cherish life because,
Deep down inside I know I will be someone special.
Dougie london Oct 2012
my love of my life some day i hope i can call u my
wife but for the night i want to look u in your eyes
and tell you everything will be alright
hold you tight and kiss u goodnight
your the only one i care about talk about and most important your the only won i love so lets go and fly away like 2 love doves.
Dougie london Nov 2012
Loving you is the best thing I can do
My love for you is not just ****** but im in love with you because your so intellectual and special that  a man thats blind will see that your beautiful
When u  enter a room your smile can cause a spark to light up the dark
I love that where ever your are your always you the same one I fell in love with my one and only boo
Dougie london May 2013
Waking up in the morning to your beautiful face, no ******* on so we can skip straight to 3rd base

Wet desire between your legs, I begin to start it off with just a taste

Grabbing the pillow to put on your face to hide your moans because it feels like your going into outer space

Switch places to make my body feel oh so great,in my mind I never want to leave this place

I put in slowly and you have a deep gasp, slowly stroking to feel every sense

Grabbing your **** to transfer my energy within, you whipping your hair perfectly in the wind

****** at the same time and we both collapse on the bed

Wake up and walk down stairs to see you only in my favorite shirt cooking breakfast and you ask with a smile what I want for dessert
Dougie london Dec 2013
A reflection of an angel
A woman with attitude and perfect in every angle,
Your kisses are sweet as pie
Every time I see you I get butterflies,
I put on a disguise to be a tough guy but you see right through it and turn me into a little child,
Laying on my chest our hearts connecting with each beat,
When we make love you leave me speechless
Im addicted to your body baby and all its perfect features,
Phone calls every night ending with I love you and good night,
One of these days my love will be my wife
Dougie london Dec 2012
Loving you is the best thing to do
Rubbing on your thighs
That feeling when im going inside

Your screaming name
**** baby this a shame
The sin we are committing
Oh but it feels so right

Its so tight when we first started it seem like it put up a fight
I can go all night
Baby your not going to have a fright

When i dive in it feels like a swimming pool
Its so good it turns me into a fool

Pulling each others hair
Oh baby this aint fair
The lust in the air
No care what so ever
Passionate lovers  oh so clever

The arch in your back
Smiling down while im slapping that ***
The feeling in your legs probably   will
never come back

We both hit our ****** and the world slows down to where silents is at its max

So quiet you can hear soft noises of the springs in the mattress
Passion lovers thats what you can call us
Dougie london Dec 2012
My thought process is about you
Not who you are but what I can get you to do
The right words I can say to get you in bed
Looking at your pretty head
Kissing your lips,your neck,your thighs
Taking your ******* off inch by inch
That moment when I put it in
That breathe you take when I begin
Biting your lip
Arching your back with a lil dip
Moaning so loud
Yeah im real good
Scratching my back
Riding me so hard its like an attack
Sweat dripping off your body on to mine
Its starting to feel like bathing in wine
Im starting to lose my mind
Oh baby its about that time
Pulling out is part of the progress
Putting your clothes on as if nothing happen because my ****** intentions was just for one night
Dougie london Jan 2013
Lust,Compassion
Equals my ****** reaction
Your body is mine
I want to be inside
Its your night ima let you shine
I want you to ride
Im prime to go
Scratching my back as we increase in this naughty act
The shakes in your legs
That my favorite *** phase
I could go on for days
But for now im unload
With my satisfaction as Ileave your love cave
Your still in a daze
That tells me that I am the man as I stand
Dougie london Dec 2012
Missing you all day
Every day goes by and i cant stop thinking of you
All the things we use to do
Kissing you
Hugging you
Just simply touching you
Ill never let you go
You are mine and ill let whole world know
**** those hoes
Your the only female I need
Your my friend,lover, and same time my  enemy
Places we went
All the time we spent
Theres a reason why we are here together
Your the spark in a mans life
The same reason I want to call you wife
Missing you everyday
But its  a shame your so far away
Dougie london Nov 2012
Past so ugly future so bright
Nightmares every time I close my eyes
Demons in the sky with no sunshine
Temptations lurking in disguise
Im just a young man trying to survive
Hoping every night I can stay alive
Looking in the mirror and seeing a monster inside
Fighting for food because my family is starving night after night
Doing what I got to do to make sure there alright
Breaking laws to keep them alive
Im my brothers keeper till the day I die
The struggle is here and we just  trying to survive
Dougie london Oct 2012
It hurts when you love and that person doesnt love you back 

They keep hurting you  and your feeling like your getting stabbed in the back 

Tomorrow you feel like it will be a new day but you end up in sorrow like every other

You stay to just because you scared to be alone and you take the pain 

They leave you cold hearted and having no heart to give 

So your saying **** love because you forgot what it is 

But dont give up hope because everyday someone is figuring out what love is again
Dougie london Feb 2013
Pressure every where I go
Will I succeed or have nothing to show?

I don't want to fail in my fathers eyes
The look he gives when he is betrayed  inside

Father tells me to be a recruit
I don't want to be one of the man coming home like a zombiefied stoop

He  says money will make you happy
But if he really knew poetry makes me happy

He doesn't think English is a good major
So I might join the army and do him a favor

Father doesn't know I will live life in regret
If I make him proud he wont sense that im upset

Father just wants the best for me
He doesn't realize that I only know whats the best for me

Should I live an unhappy life and fight?
Or should I stay and live a regular life?

Father wants me over seas
I want to be between my love ones knees

Father says have a career in the army
Im on the path to have a wife and a family

He says women come and go
I only want one woman and I want her to stay for good

He says you will see the world
But I might have to **** innocent souls

What father wants is usually what father gets
So what should change with this show

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