"Goodnight"
It's our goodbye before we go to sleep
We used to say it to each other
Sometimes,
Maybe me
Maybe you
Get mad
Because one of us
Doesn't say it
And then
One of us will fell asleep
And forget to say it

But now
We are really strangers

hi
if you see this
how are you?
i tried to not care about you
often
but it is so hard to not care about someone
i used to love

i don't know
why is it seem so easy for you
i guess
you are not hurted
the way i hurts

i like it
i love it
when i blow into your neck
you laughed
you laughed and look so happy
that's why i kept blowing your neck

i want to see
and
i want you to feel
how's it feel to be happy with me
are you happy?
or
is it hurt you?

you don't even say a word
because
you can't describe things in a word
then
why don't you just prove it?

you promise to stay forever if i want to
i want to
but you broke the promises we've made

i guess
everyone promises forever until they find someone better
we haven't spoke since
i don't even remember

how
when
why
the last time we met

i'll be here when you need someone to talk
i can't keep pretend that you're gone
but i don't know
i don't know

i keep stuck in this memories
just by sitting here alone
i keep missing you alone
and it *****

i wish you can tell me what's the reason
i wish you can save me that day
i wish you care about me
i wish you'll stop watching that stupid tv shows and just calling me

there's so many wishes
there's so many hope
i've made

i shouldn't put high expectation on you
i regretted it

i guess,
i'm the dumbest here