I wanted you to be apart of my story
But truth be told
You're only worth a few worlds

Blood shot eyes full of tears
Caused by only fear
Please disappear
There is no reason for you to be here

Look deep into my eyes
Is there anything to be seen
If so what do you see

Do you see a calm ocean
Or the raging sea
Am I sweet like honey
Or am I bitter like a tree

To you there's not much to see
This is because you are not me
You can not see what I see
Nor can I see what you see

This is because we are different
As far as our eyes can see

When I'm with you
I am complete
I am happy
I am filled with love

When I'm with you
I get feelings I've never felt before
I feel as if i am light as a feather
my heart beats so fast As if its going to pop right out of my chest

When I'm with you
I never want to let you go
I can't even control myself

With out you
I am only half of who I am
I am boring
I have nothing to hold on to
I am never completely happy.

Thank you
Thank you for being here
No where else
Just spending your time on me
Now just stay so I can make you feel the feelings you give to me.

You tie me up to cut me down....

I live in a world full of hate and lies

What would you say,
if I said I love you.
The way you've always wanted.
The way you've longed for.
The kind of love
That you see in movies.
The kind of love you've never had.
The kind of love you've always
Asked for.
What would you say,
If I said I love you like this.
Would you accept it,
Or would you throw it away.
I want to know,
Because I love you this way.

I can't wait,
For that feeling.
The one you get,
When your married.
Married to your true love.
I can't wait,
For that feeling.
The one you get,
When you look
Into you newborn Babe's eyes.
I can't wait for,
For these feelings,
you want to give me.

To me you were everything.. I love you with all of my being. My soul reached out and touched yours but you couldn’t see that. That is okay...

It hurt so much when you left.. the days felt long and I wanted nothing but you.. while you decided you only wanted him.. I watched you fall for this guy. All while you pushed me further away. Breaking me and my heart in every kid of way.

Yet every day that follow I called your name and yelled how I loved you so very much. With everything in my being. Just to be told to leave and blamed for everything.

That is okay. Because after all the abuse and your betrayal I still love you. But I can’t be here with you. I will love you from a distance and we will grow apart and become strangers again and that is okay. You will be fine and I’ll find a way to make it through each day.

This is me saying goodbye.... I have nothing left for you. You have taken it all away.. now I’m left with nothing but a broken heart and a deep bleach hole in my chest that aches so very much.

I hope live a beautiful life full of joy and laughter. I pray you achieve every goal you have set. I hope you find love like no other. I wish you the best, for now this is goodbye like see you later. I love you...