The waves crash along the shore
That salty fishy scent
A boat coasts across the bay
The water ripples along its path

The sky, cloudy, yet bright
The sun still shines through,
A typical day
Overcast, cool, breezy.

I sit. Ponder. Gaze.
Lost in thought
Lost in my own mind

What is this life
What is the point
How do I go on living
Without any hope for the future

The seagulls cry
Floating on the surface
Not a care in the world
Such a peaceful time

I dip my feet
into the cold atlantic
the chill ripples through my body
such a sharp buring cold

And back to reality
With the same questions
Without an answer
But thats just life

....isnt it?

I hate you
Honest.
Blunt.
And brutal.
But it's true

I hate who you've been
I have what you've said
I hate who you made me
And the way I've been lead

I used to forgive you
I used to think you'd change
I believed you were better
But you're simply deranged

You've ******* with our minds
With your messed up lies
You've made us all hurt
You've made us all cry

To say that I hate,
A feeling so strong
It kills me inside
It seems so wrong

And yet here I am
Without another choice
I need to be free
Need to get back my voice

To get out of my mind
Out of my own Head
To forget what youve done
And everything you've said

I'll find my own path
you find your own
I've managed it this far
I'll go it Alone.

The tides of death
Roll in and out
Another life lost
Another sunken hope

The shores of life
The ocean of death
That rickety wharf
With one final breath

To chance that wharf
On the path between worlds
Which side I shall choose
Says the future holds

The path to the ocean
I run to the water
I glimpse at the future
And wonder why bother

But I'm tied to the shore
By family and friends
I've made my choice
This isn't where it ends

It's just a copy paste smile
You'll never really know
What was hidden behind the backspace.

Alone in my thoughts
I wonder
I wander
To those dark thoughts
That keep my up at night
That tear me apart
That tear up my eyes
The darkness
Is welcoming
The warmth
Embracing
The painless slumber
Of the tomb stone
To finally be
At peace
Painless
Emotionless
Free.
Oh to be free
Of this world

Show you my demons
One by one

You tell me
To share my demons
A demon at a time
Yet you'll never really know
How broken
Shattered
Weak
I truly am
Deep down
On the inside
Where it counts
Where it hurts
Where it kills me
To hide those demons
Those monsters of life
Those daggers of the past

We were perfect
On paper
We were meant to be
It was written as fate

But the lines
They disgraced me
The pages
Made me bleed

It was fated, that's true
But fated to end
Fated to destroy me
Fated to be my death

On paper
You were perfect
My love, my only
My saving grace

On paper
But on paper
Is fiction
And *******