To the homies, even the ones that'll never really know me. Thank you for giving me any minutes of your time I'm grateful for the knowledge you've gifted my mind. I carry so many of u with me in just everyday things I do. I've been inspired, in one way or another, by each one of you. I'm not always good at explaining my certain perspective on life, so I try to listen, instead of handing out advice I appreciate humans and how we affect each other, by a 10 second conversation with a stranger or a two hour talk with your mother.I'll never forget ya,s as long as im in this world, LOVE that crazy *** MexiRican girl

Al these emotions flowing through me. dismissive as i was undeniably yours and taken for a lifetime. No more myself, i have become you. Indescribable and withered, u left me to die. I try, but i cannot fight this urge to fly. Far away. i find my solace , away from the fear and reality that forever binds us this tragic night. My innocence u never knew yet held in your experienced delicate hands, these hands i trusted. these hands i put my soul on the line for. Forever more, i try but i dont know why. ALL GONE to your lies, i surrender my carrion left to be your shrine. black. grey. white....gooodnight

Fingertips...snip snip snip. Bite of your lips, blood drip drip drips. I mourn for this lover ive killed. Thrilled I hungered for the spill. I lean over you, no shadow to haunt me. I covet u, with no words left to taunt me. Black blue and yellow...your eyes seems so shallow. No color to your skin, youve now become so hollow. Hold me lover, I don't wana be apart. These stitches will help heal our broken hearts. So let me pierce your weightful arms. So cold to the touch, purple vessels. ..bust bust bust. I like seeing you this way. Outsides decay and insides desplayed. Love you. My lover so blue...lets sleep together this night, my dreams have come true

My GOD  I love u
how so quickly?
I ask myself all the time

I wana tell u how much I do
but my mouth can never catch up
with whats in my mind

I thought I had left true love in my past
but u astonish me in great ways
that no one ever has

Now im irrational and I love it so
don't care if I crash,
I just gotta know

Things are going to be intense in so many ways
when we finally meet face to face
in less than 4 days

Nick named lil she,
as cute as she makes me feel about me.
Pretty lil her,
nicknaming me.
Winking.
And laughing at my jokes.
Posting pics that make me choke.
Stop your flirting
my eye sights becoming blurry.
Im feeling your strong vibrations again,
breaking my heart when u call me just a friend.
Giving nick names to him her and the others
I just focus on what my own uncovers.
Pretty lil she,
nick naming nobody me.
Guess ill see you in my dreams

My jaw is hurting from all this smiling...while he... when he...then we...