I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...


hope you like it......it came from deep in my soul......

I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart......

I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...

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                                               I'm sitting in a crowded room but feel so alone
                                              tears's fall down and my heart ack's....i want my only
                                          friend to move back down but it makes her mom mad.
                                         evertime i think somethings good there wrong again.
                                      sometimes i feel like my soul has left and it's just like my body sitting here.
                              i been hurt and lied too......please befor i go under what is the right path to my life?