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Corey Carson Jun 2014
Others? What have I learned about others? People are cruel. They will use you until you are dried up and broken. And when you have reached the point where you are up to your neck chocking, people can be very caring, and loving, and understanding. I've learned that sometimes when you are at your bleakest moment.
There are always people there to help you.
All you have to do is reach out.
We live in a community of amazing people that will bend over backwards, take a bullet, do anything for you. All you need to do is shout, break out of what is holding you down.

I have learned that other people can be all you need, when all you want is to drown, never again to be seen.

Other people are wonderful, they can be your shelter when everything is a storm. And suddenly you can be reborn.
Corey Carson Jun 2014
I am not the person everyone seems to think I am, I'm not going to lay down and let someone kick me. I am stronger than that, I will climb back to the peek that I was thrown from. I'm not the one who you are going to use and kick to the curb.
I'm smart. I know what decisions I should make and I shouldn't. I know that there afre things that could drag me down and kick the **** out of me. But I need to be trusted that I am smart enough to make the smart choice.
I'm stubborn. Don't tell me what I can't do because I will drag you down to the pits of hell while trying to prove you wrong.

I am a procrastinator. I will hella procrastinate, until it is eating away at me and making me feel sick because I knew that I should have already started it. I will sit there every day, repeating to myself and others 'I need to start that' but never being able to drag myself up.






I am quick. Though it may take me until the night before to start an assignment, I will throw that thing out there with full force the next day. Ready to share. Ready to pour myself onto a page that flows like milk from my lips.

What have a learned about myself this year? I learned who I can be, Strong, stubborn, Smart, Quick, and a procrastinator. Who I wont let control me. Because I am my own person, and I wont be held back again.
Corey Carson Dec 2013
Why is it that you don't understand, just how much I want to be your man.
You play this game with my head, But I don't understand what is wrong.
The things you said, I guess they just didn't belong. What's the point with leading me on?
You like to rub in all these guys, can you see what's in my eyes?
What are you doing, what is wrong? What makes it so I don't belong?
Perhaps it's not worth it, perhaps they are right.
But, what ever. I'm not gonna fight.
Corey Carson Dec 2013
Best friend, though we haven't really know each other for that long we know one another so well.
We walk together through this high-school of hell.
You're a *****, and I'm a ****.
But at the same time it just makes us click.
Go **** yourself you ******, but know, I'm always your **.
Corey Carson Oct 2013
The sands of time sweep on, carrying us forward.
They erode the past, creating new life.
Where there is hopeless nothingness,
forms the seeds of life.
The smiles on peoples faces, hand in hand we walk.
Together happiness, a new feeling.
A good feeling.
There they go, those sands again.
Tearing at the fabric of your reality, battering them to shreds.
Nothing lasts long here, most of it lies in your head.
As a race we move on, as people we dwell.
We choose our pace to walk through our shallow hell.
As we grow older everything changes, we live, we learn and we hurt.
The sands sweep us along again, suddenly we're thrown out of our homes.
Tossed into the chaos of the world, forced to move as one with the hoards.
Day to day, we walk our way.
With the blank nothing, why must we pay.
Love springs into our nothingness world, once more we feel whole.
As happiness pushes us out of our dark role, we begin to remember we have a soul.
We hold our heads up as we walk along, moving through the world on our own.
As we walk our challenges grow harder, the times make us smarter.
We fight through the world, struggling to survive.
The reasons why, There isn't but one.
Time has past, sands eroding the past.
Suddenly the world is brighter, filled with laughter.
Springing forth, urning to learn.
Small feet in the sand, children.
As they grow, you see the trials.
Creating their past like a growing file.
Once more we are pushed forward, the lights are dimming.
You have come to the end of your journey, unsure of what comes next.
You have lived a life, of sadness, hope, pain, love.
But alas, what is to come?
In the blink of an eye you're gone, sands sweeping over you like a dark shadow.
Erasing you from the world.
But you're not completely gone, you live in the minds of those you have touched.
And now, you too, are part of the sand.
Corey Carson Jan 2013
He stairs out at the rain,
time to forget all the pain.
All he wants is to run away,
to escape the darkness of this day.
He hides behind a mask,
tries to forget the mistakes of his past.
It blocks the light,
they can't see his fight.
But he puts on his smile,
time to pretend for a while.

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