lost girl with a lotta problems
doing all the wrong things to solve um
but it makes her feel better so
she don't feel she can live without um
helps with the empty feeling
help with the reminiscing
helps with the distant feeling
that something always seems to be missing
helps when she alone at night
helps when she aint feeling right
helps but she's scared it might
lead her down a path that cant see the light
the drugs help but only for so long
**** it,.. keep the party going on
people always say that she so strong
.. but what if they're wrong
I'm just dancing, drinking, till it, stops the thinking
tryna stay up but i feel I'm sinking
splash some cold water from the sink n
let the last couple of shots sink in
i feel like I'm trying but i don't know
nothing seems clear to me no more
try hard not to let the pain show
but **** man, sometimes it just explode
I'm drinking for all the wrong reasons
right now i don't give a ****
just glad it helps numb the feelings
feels like i cant get enough