Just a rock slide coming down the mountain side

We said hello and then we said goodbye

They said it wouldn’t hurt but that hurt more than the lies

When we said goodbye it felt temporary..

I finally know you now like I said I would


That first time I took you out on the 14th of February....



I knew for sure I would know you again
I knew for sure I could love you again

I’m so grateful you aren’t the man of my dreams

The you I dream of can be pretty mean

The man of my dreams exploits every insecurity
He taunts me
He lacks everything and anything that could resemble maturity

He lies and he cheats all while laughing in my face
Showing off the new ******* his arm
He treats me as if I am a walking mistake

I am so **** grateful you aren’t the man of my dreams

I like my wolves in wolf clothing

I saw you in your sheep clothes

But  I also saw the wolf in your eyes

I helped you break free

From this fake haven of rat races

I herded you in with no contemplation

I can’t remember the last time I cried

Until now nobody ever made me feel like a prize

I mirrored his intense feelings and that made me think it was so **** real

I never knew you could learn to love slowly and naturally

Every time I see you I feel better about us

Every time I leave you I feel real trust

Is this how it feels to love a man and not a boy?

He was the last one I will ever let treat my heart like a toy