I love....

butterflies. movies. music. my family. my friends. my wii. chocolate. ice cream. chicken. lemonade on a hot summer day. watching tv. talking. God.  my computer. my classroom. my job. my sister. my mom. my dad. my grandma. my grandpa. love. working out. playing the flute. driving in my car listening to music. walking. biking. sledding. the first snow. chap stick. sleeping. dogs. my house. my roommates.

you.

pull it
twist it
smash it.

still
i
feel
nothing.

Punch
KICK
PULL.

nothing.

HARDER, PLEASE!

pulltwistsmashpunchpullkicktwistsmashpulltwistsmash.

nothing.

hit
pound
kick
spit

what? nothing still
numb.

*ADMIT IT! YOU ARE NOT OKAY. *

YOU NEED HELP.

thank you.

hug me.

look me in the eye.

finally....

a symphony of tears

waves of unending, uncontrolled emotions.

and finally, you're back :)

I really missed you.

I tried to "defy gravity"
But I fell
on
my
face
I thought we'd have fun
But you put me in my place

Now I'm stuck here waiting
for someone else to come
and right here in this moment
Im glad you're NOT the one.

You listened to your heart
And that's all I can ask
I can only hope that our friendship
gets back on track

When I see you Monday
I will not mplay my game
cause even though you knocked me down
I'll call you by name.

I'm happy with who I've become
So relieved that you weren't "the one"
Because now I can explore my options
Without a care in the world.

Soemtimes I wonder how you could hurt me so much
But then I realized you did it for yourself.
You're not who I thought you were...
but now that we're done I'm better off for sure!

Living without you I set my own pace
I walk alone without your hearts' embrace
Sometimes you cross my mind and I wonder what I did wrong
But I know it's nothing we could control

I just hope one day you understand how much you hurt me--when it's the last thing my heart needed

A funny thing happened the other day
I looked at a picture of you and me
and...
nothing happened.
I saw teop people...neither of which still exists in this time and place.

You were there when I needed you
And me for you
But I can say with great conviction
That I'm myself again...without you.

You hurt me--bad
But I've forgiven you.
Sometimes I jusat ask, why?
But then I realize that I will not have the answers....and that's okay.

I've got my "Once upon a time"
but there's no end to your story

My heart's on a mission--
It's searchin' for you
Cause' you were a dream--a dream come true.

But now you're gone
and my life's a diaster
without your embrace
I just keep falling faster

You were my once upon a time
And now I'm alone
But if you ever come around
I'll welcome you home...

My prince charming
A dream come true
A knight in shinging armour
It was you

But I guess right now
I'll put an end to this chapter
But I'm still here waiting
On this happily ever after....