What's the point of having a mind
if I don't use it
All of this time
I've been ******* losing it
I'm not sane
Nothing's been the same
I'm tired of this town
and every street I walk on
is like walking down memory lane

**I'm in need of change...

I hold on to the past
because it's all I got
old memories in my head
I can't make them stop
we were all friends
we all got along
now no one talks to each other
and we're all falling apart
I miss a few people
and how things used to be
if I could I would
relive those moments for eternity
I hold on to the past
because they forget
The friendships we had
and the heart to hearts

You know you're unwanted
when you walk into a room
and you see it on the persons face
they think your a disgrace
but what they don't know is
those are mistakes
you can't erase
they follow you everyday
like a dark cloud over your head
that won't go away
and it digs into your soul
it feels like the pain
is here to stay
that's how you feel on the inside
then people look at your face
they see a fake smile
taking the pains place

I cry
you don't know how hard
I try
but all you do to me
is lie
and when I ask all you do
is deny
I try to get close but you
push me aside
all I want to do is go off
and get high
drink a few beers
maybe some lines
by the end of the night
I'll be able to fly
but what goes up
must come down
I die
and you ask why?
because you walked
and ruined my life