Over protective like this
My mind is reckless and quick
Just racing, never slow pacing, I'm facing anxious illness
Or whatever the term is
Anxiety's my *****
And she's running my dome home, she's taking over and ****
If I could stop it I would, but she's been taking over long
I know that I should, but she's forever to strong
Stronger with every attempt
To get her presence exempt
And the more I try to rid
Of her, the more she exists 
So yeah I'll stop trying cuz i know she's here to stay
Maybe the brain she has now will return to me some day
But til then, this anxious illness remains to be in my way
Of ever having a life where care-free is in play.

I love life, I love life, I love her
She stays omnipresent even when the love hurts
And sure I could end her but that would hurt me most
Cause I'll end her for me and myself alone
So even if I wanted I couldn't cause her pain 
Even though she ***** me over to the point I feel insane
Turns out she's bipolar and she's always bound to change
And I never understood, that's why it always had me saying
I hate life, I hate life, I hate you
I hate the world where we reside, and the things it tends to do
Seems like life and planet earth was a duo we all knew
And they worked to assure that joy and smiles were all through
By 13
All I knew was hurting
But I kept a smile worn so the people kept from learning
Of my depression, but the demons kept on lurking
But the days stayed the same, it seemed liked I was surfing
On a sea of my emotions
**** the sea, I made an ocean
Of tears and everything beneath my surface moistured by lotion
And potions didn't work
You know those things I was too young for
Like alcohol and pills that I stole from out the drug drawer
So i just roamed the city where the drugs dealt and guns drawn
Milwaukee was hella crazy but I said **** it, I was so torn
Plus i got friends that got me incase some **** blew
But when them shots started racing, hell my friends did too
And I was in a situation that really seemed hella new
Cuz I was from the burbs and violence is what I always knew
But I never saw it alone, I was always chillin with the crew
So ****, I was running for the life I thought I hated
And I was crying, cuz I thought that we wasn't gone make it
But I looked back, and stopped cuz to my amazement 
We wasn't the targets, and I sat on the block steady saying
I love life, I love life, I love her
Cuz she teach me all the things that need to be learned 
When your city is the farthest thing from balanced
Plus she has much in store when you have dreams and a talent

The ignorance and arrogance that goes around daily
Tends to get under my skin more than a pregnant lady's baby
And maybe it's just me but I can't stand it
How can we as a people be this stupid with all the knowledge that we're handed ?
I may digress but maybe not
Tryna impress is a ***** plot
Tryna please the one you're not equal to even in the eyes of god
Putting on facades and making lies
Going low to see the highs
That you will never reach because the leader in you died
So if your leader jumped off the bridge, I'm pretty sure you would too
Just so you can gain the social status of really being cool
But you won't reach that status
The cool kids at home laughing
At yo ******* racing real fast to the wrong goal with a passion
Be you and never change
Stay yourself and in exchange
You will one day earn your status with out heartache, lies, or strain.
So lower your masks down
Stomp your lies on the ground
And open your eyes wide, the time to awake is now !

A change of the hair is a change of the mind
Every single style brings you closer to find
The you that you like most or like most of the time 
Plus it's fun to switch it up and imagination shines
But I hate that were judged on the style that we choose
And what's created is a hate over what they think is you
But they really don't know man I swear they'll never know
What goes on under the fro they think they know but they don't know the truth
They see you happy and they label you bad and uncouth
All because of the styling that you put on your roof 
They say that he's a murderer, a hoodlum, he takes women's fruit
And I reply "do you have proof?"
John Wilkins booth had great hair
He still killed our leader
But you judge me with a blank stare
I swear this life is unfair
Society is so jacked 
Accusations so whack
I wonder if as people have we gotten our freedom back
Cuz it's looking real dark for that bit of grace
Please don't make me start on what I think about this place
But I digress, just know that I'm aware
Of the problems and abuse that happens over hair

I try and try again 
But **** still stay the same tho
I'm closing off my brain doors
No thoughts about insane hoes
No more
**** the hugs and the *** you give
To me you're so irrelevant 
You think it's so cute to be negligent 
Well yo cute *** can hit the door and and never turn back
A guy like me ? You earn that 
Yo attitude be too whack
You lack what it takes
And I just don't have the time 
This is a message to yo *******
It just so happens to rhyme.

Seeking peace while in pieces
More than them pizzas
From pizzeria down the street
Cut in squares, some you can't see cuz
There all in my heart
But my heart's in a black hole
And I'm tryna bring it out
But it's taken one too many blows
From the stuff that happens daily
Life's downscaling 
And just maybe 
The fact that I get paid gs
Don't really phase me
Well that's a lie 
But still I can't deny
The stressing and great depressions going on in my life in this life time 
Is a pure sign that I'm still not happy
And money don't change that
So I write out my problems 
Who knew that I would change rap
Hell I don't know it I just think I do
I'm still 16 in the mil working hard in school
But give me sometime and garuntee that I'll be living proof
Of a dedicated artist with a talent and a dream that's couth
And everytime I hit the booth
The lyrics that go past my tooth
Comes from my insane membrane I have inside my roof
But don't get confused, no ceilings will be set upon me
I have water from the clouds all over my feet
Can't you see
That I'm an upcoming mc
Tryna take the top spot cuz that's the spot meant for me 
Lyrically I'm the best
I can feel it in my chest
Remember these three letters, L.E.X
That spells Lex
And whoever gets upset
I'm sorry that you're not impressed
I guess you tried to sleep on me but I flipped you out your bed
And what's next ?
I don't know
It's all in the lords hands
But until we get there, I'm not taking any chance 
Anybody that wanna rap can do it
But I'm tryna help the game, do my best to improve it 
So let's do it

I'm too through
**** it
**** all of the *******
That piles on my back and y'all just seem to be so cool with
The world taking shots 
Just because I'm not
An aggressive *** ***** id still grab the chrome and pop 
***** I'm all about them bodies *****. I **** with no limits
And yeah I'm from the burbs but know y'all can still get it
I don't care bout how you living ***** you deserve to die
So it's time I get that Mac and get to ending lives
Cuz this *******
I swear tho 
But I don't even care yo
I'm on that **** the world. It's twisted underneath this hair bro
Plus I don't have a heart, I guess im friends with that scarecrow
From oz, no wiz needed cuz he can't bring back the dead so
I roam a ******* zombie
Who gone stop me who gone stop me ?
And I ain't ducking ****
Who gone pop me who gone pop me ?
I ain't got **** to do but rap and do hobbies
So I'll take over the world by next year probably. 
*****.